XAKHI - Love Aftermath Lyrics

In my mind
You left my world you're not alive
And it's fine
I see through you I see your lies
How will I find
The love I lost in you we're still so young
How will I convince myself
It wasn't love we weren't meant to last
In my mind
You've died a couple hundred times
I try to move on
But my heart brings you back to life
Why do you stay in my life
Just to haunt me inside my mind
It's so hard for me to get rid
Of this feeling oh my god
I never ask you to call my phone
I said it's better if you would go home
You stayed for a while then turned like you didn't know
I leaned on you, not knowing you'd leave me alone
Was it too much when I asked you for more
Was it too bad that I needed you close
Your shoulder was all I had for me to hold
Split second feeling of comfort now gone
Baby I think I need rehab
To forget the things I thought we had
I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere
I can't find a place to lay my head
I didn't know bout love aftermath
Now I know these pills do me better than that
Love is just so much more than harder than death
I'm never looking back past is past
I'm so tired
I've been down here so many times
I've turned numb
Wouldn't be different if I had to die
What is my worth
In your life I'm so used to being denied
But just tell me this one time so
I can move on with my life but
In my mind
You left my world you're not alive
And it's fine
I see through you I see your lies
How will I find
The love I lost in you we're still so young
How will I tell myself
It wasn't love wasn't meant to last

In my mind
You left my world you're not alive
And it's fine
I see through you I see your lies
How will I find
The love I lost in you we're still so young
How will I convince myself
It wasn't love we weren't meant to last
In my mind
You've died a couple hundred times
I try to move on
But my heart brings you back to life
Why do you stay in my life
Just to haunt me inside my mind
It's so hard for me to get rid
Of this feeling oh my god
I never ask you to call my phone
I said it's better if you would go home
You stayed for a while then turned like you didn't know
I leaned on you, not knowing you'd leave me alone
Was it too much when I asked you for more
Was it too bad that I needed you close
Your shoulder was all I had for me to hold
Split second feeling of comfort now gone
Baby I think I need rehab
To forget the things I thought we had
I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere
I can't find a place to lay my head
I didn't know bout love aftermath
Now I know these pills do me better than that
Love is just so much more than harder than death
I'm never looking back past is past
I'm so tired
I've been down here so many times
I've turned numb
Wouldn't be different if I had to die
What is my worth
In your life I'm so used to being denied
But just tell me this one time so
I can move on with my life but
In my mind
You left my world you're not alive
And it's fine
I see through you I see your lies
How will I find
The love I lost in you we're still so young
How will I tell myself
It wasn't love wasn't meant to last