wilson hunter - only up from here Lyrics

Take a walk to where the trees end
We watered the seeds then
Worn down, see how the creases bend
I bust my head, it's leaking again
You never knew the reason I left
A cold shoulder kept you in check
But now you just friends?
That's some bullshit cause I know what you said
Whatever, I got better problems instead
I can't end up in a carpet of red
I told Avi we can't live in what we dread
Writings on the wall, we couldn't call CPS yet

Oh she makes me smile when I feel I wanna cry

Depression took my crown, I been in the mud lately
You kick me while I'm down, It's only up from here baby
Depression took my crown, I been in the mud lately
You-you can kick me while I'm down
But It's only up from here baby
Said it's only up from here baby, yeah
Fuck you thought?