William The Conqueror - In My Dreams Lyrics

Keep it up
I might just doubt myself enough to stop
To try to swim the rivers to the top
When I'm still in the ocean caught in rips
And nothing sticks

On the fence
Balanced like the words and how they're read
To seek the rope but only need the thread
The sky will all come falling like you said

Silly me
To think I could excite sufficiently
The keepers seem to have lost the only key
And the gate's been frozen twenty years or so
But if they don't say it how're we supposed to know?

It's just a guessing game, a fix without a fix
And a hole that only deepens with each miss
And a version of yourself that you can't see
And if you could you'd probably curse it bitterly

But these are not the words you want to hear
And this ain't how they sing and find your ear
And this ain't how I look or what I did
The signs were always there since I was a kid

And I'm better off in silence so it seems
I can save myself and me for in my dreams
And be judged by the meaning of my means
And keep myself afloat in other scenes
Like the ones I see in my dreams
And they're my dreams