Will Kobus - en garde Lyrics

Shit I'm recently unemployed
Right back to the starting point
Been depressed for quite a minute
But always attached to poise
Can't really deploy
Emotions too strong
Destroyed
The bit of pride I had in stock
Can't let 'em toy
With my mental state
Disregarding the coy nature
Niggas null and void
Succumb to the inner voice
Helps from tripping from I tend to enter voids
Confidence the strongest when I work the noise
At a minimum, some stillness I anoint
Was annoyed
With rejections, stresses filling up
Was prone to giving up, too broken down to feel enough
Surface of a bottle gone, impairing self was feeling stuck
Fighting my reflection, en garde
Niggas love to pull you close just to pull your card
Reminiscing 'bout the days I used to live abroad
Innocence intact
My eyes wide large
Fighting my reflection, en garde
Niggas love to pull you close just to pull your card
Reminiscing 'bout the days I used to live abroad
Innocence intact
My eyes wide large
Cause literally I roamed like Italy
To find myself, developed empathy
It's thermal in the thermos, way too fluid call it entropy
Family dynamic needed space to intervene
My mom and pops
Dissolving threw my posture off it's center, pleas
Back at eleven
Had me leveled with the Lebanese
Obeying rules a rarity
My nigga please
Would you shut the fuck up
Too many enemies
In after-care
Authority is hardly shit I'll ever see
As necessary
Ceremony standing, kissing feet
No easy feat
To have me follow
Like it's sleepy hollow
Depth in center frame
Truth be really hard to swallow
A broken home and withered soul
Ingredients for sorrow
To grab the mic, alike an evening out at the Apollo
Borrowed time is what the solace on
I grew up claro
Of what the motto is
I'm
Sticking to myself
Done faking the bravado
Imposing like a model
Can't help me see tomorrow
I'm
Fighting my reflection, en garde
Niggas love to pull you close just to pull your card
Reminiscing 'bout the days I used to live abroad
Innocence intact
My eyes wide large
Fighting my reflection, en garde
Niggas love to pull you close just to pull your card
Reminiscing 'bout the days I used to live abroad
Innocence intact
My eyes wide large

Shit I'm recently unemployed
Right back to the starting point
Been depressed for quite a minute
But always attached to poise
Can't really deploy
Emotions too strong
Destroyed
The bit of pride I had in stock
Can't let 'em toy
With my mental state
Disregarding the coy nature
Niggas null and void
Succumb to the inner voice
Helps from tripping from I tend to enter voids
Confidence the strongest when I work the noise
At a minimum, some stillness I anoint
Was annoyed
With rejections, stresses filling up
Was prone to giving up, too broken down to feel enough
Surface of a bottle gone, impairing self was feeling stuck
Fighting my reflection, en garde
Niggas love to pull you close just to pull your card
Reminiscing 'bout the days I used to live abroad
Innocence intact
My eyes wide large
Fighting my reflection, en garde
Niggas love to pull you close just to pull your card
Reminiscing 'bout the days I used to live abroad
Innocence intact
My eyes wide large
Cause literally I roamed like Italy
To find myself, developed empathy
It's thermal in the thermos, way too fluid call it entropy
Family dynamic needed space to intervene
My mom and pops
Dissolving threw my posture off it's center, pleas
Back at eleven
Had me leveled with the Lebanese
Obeying rules a rarity
My nigga please
Would you shut the fuck up
Too many enemies
In after-care
Authority is hardly shit I'll ever see
As necessary
Ceremony standing, kissing feet
No easy feat
To have me follow
Like it's sleepy hollow
Depth in center frame
Truth be really hard to swallow
A broken home and withered soul
Ingredients for sorrow
To grab the mic, alike an evening out at the Apollo
Borrowed time is what the solace on
I grew up claro
Of what the motto is
I'm
Sticking to myself
Done faking the bravado
Imposing like a model
Can't help me see tomorrow
I'm
Fighting my reflection, en garde
Niggas love to pull you close just to pull your card
Reminiscing 'bout the days I used to live abroad
Innocence intact
My eyes wide large
Fighting my reflection, en garde
Niggas love to pull you close just to pull your card
Reminiscing 'bout the days I used to live abroad
Innocence intact
My eyes wide large