will hyde - boy. Lyrics

i didn't have a clue what i was getting into
it all made sense when i was in high school
it's funny how i changed for somebody to approve
Only now in the mirror, I see what I stood to lose

Cos when I was younger
I never thought that
I would meet this side of me
but now that i'm older
I know all the failures
Are just the parts that made him me

If that boy were to meet me
I don't know if he'd like me
he'd probably say i'm a bad dream
While I'm here thinking the same thing
But soon he'll find
Over 2 years time
That life's an uphill fight
If that boy were to meet me
I know he wouldn't like me

i've never left this city, it don't ever feel the same
1 second it feels like a heaven, the next I'm dying to escape
It should be easier to block out the noise
but how do you stop what you haven't felt before

when I was younger
I never thought that
I would meet this side of me
but now that i'm older
I know all the failures
Are just the parts that made him me

If that boy were to meet me
I don't know if he'd like me
Probably say it's a bad dream
While I'm here thinking the same thing
But he'll soon find
Over 2 years time
That life's an uphill fight
If that boy were to meet me
I know he wouldn't like me