Navigating through the corridors of past and present, this poignant track encapsulates the struggle of self-discovery. The lyrics portray a person grappling with their own identity and questioning their past, symbolized by the line "If I ever was a child." This suggests a feeling of disconnection from their own childhood or innocence. The recurring image of "a haunted stain" signifies lingering trauma or regret that the speaker is trying to understand and confront. Ultimately, it's about seeking pain that can be endured, indicating a desire for growth through hardship. It's a deeply introspective song about confronting one's past to understand oneself better. #SelfDiscovery #PastAndPresent #EmotionalGrowth #InnerStruggle
If I Ever Was a Child
Lyrics
I've never been alone
Long enough to know
If I ever was a child
I was tied up like a boat
On a button like a coat
Set free for the wild
I'd jump to jolt my clumsy blood
While my white, green eyes
Cry like a windowpane
Can my cold heart change
Even out of spite?
I saw
Behind my brain
A haunted stain
It never fades
I hunt
For the kind of pain
I can take
And I cry like a windowpane
Can my cold heart change
Overnight?
So I won't ever want to touch
Your heart too much
Or hold you too tight
I saw
Behind my brain
A haunted stain
It never fades
I hunt
For the kind of pain
I can take
I never was alone
Long enough to know
If I ever was a child
Writer(s): Jeffrey Tweedy
Copyright(s): Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
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