Widowmaker - Death Dealer Lyrics

What's locked inside this bitter mind of mine
You cannot fathom what I've left behind, but soon you'll see
It's just a matter of time
I've been alone for years, just waiting to fucking die
Death Dealer, take me away
My life means nothing
I'm worthless, and now I'm losing my faith
Grab me by the throat, and watch the life leave my eyes
I'm never coming back to this filth
I'm sick of waiting
End it tonight
My God, I can't stop shaking
I can't take this anymore
My fucking vision is fading
Let me drown
Don't let me see the light, or feel the darkness
Feed me to the shadows
Throw my body to the gallows
Give in
Give up
I can't
I won't suffer anymore
I've seen it. I've felt it
I want it. I need it
I see it. I feel it. I have it
Death Dealer
Death Dealer
Let it in. I've got to let it in
This anxiety is getting under my skin, and there's no fucking escape
Feeling my lungs fucking cave as the weight of the world crushes my chest
You are the one to set me free
I am the one to set me free
Living is the sickness
Dying is the cure
Life is a disease
Death is the vaccine
Living
Sickness
Dying
Cure
Life
Disease
Death
Vaccine
Standing face to face with my self in the mirror
I look away, but all I see is terror
Staring back at me, the man that I used to be
I can't recognize you, but you remember me
I had no fear, now I am so damn weak
Now, put the barrel between my eyes, I'm begging you. Please
Go ahead, if you've got the guts
End my life, mother fucker, 'cause I've had enough

What's locked inside this bitter mind of mine
You cannot fathom what I've left behind, but soon you'll see
It's just a matter of time
I've been alone for years, just waiting to fucking die
Death Dealer, take me away
My life means nothing
I'm worthless, and now I'm losing my faith
Grab me by the throat, and watch the life leave my eyes
I'm never coming back to this filth
I'm sick of waiting
End it tonight
My God, I can't stop shaking
I can't take this anymore
My fucking vision is fading
Let me drown
Don't let me see the light, or feel the darkness
Feed me to the shadows
Throw my body to the gallows
Give in
Give up
I can't
I won't suffer anymore
I've seen it. I've felt it
I want it. I need it
I see it. I feel it. I have it
Death Dealer
Death Dealer
Let it in. I've got to let it in
This anxiety is getting under my skin, and there's no fucking escape
Feeling my lungs fucking cave as the weight of the world crushes my chest
You are the one to set me free
I am the one to set me free
Living is the sickness
Dying is the cure
Life is a disease
Death is the vaccine
Living
Sickness
Dying
Cure
Life
Disease
Death
Vaccine
Standing face to face with my self in the mirror
I look away, but all I see is terror
Staring back at me, the man that I used to be
I can't recognize you, but you remember me
I had no fear, now I am so damn weak
Now, put the barrel between my eyes, I'm begging you. Please
Go ahead, if you've got the guts
End my life, mother fucker, 'cause I've had enough