WHALJAY - Disappeared Lyrics

Why do I waking up on three a m
I cannot sleep until dawn
I'm walking out the door and go out side
Smoking Cigarettes on the playground

Rain falling down like the tears
While I confused about my life
Sometimes I want to disappear
And not be found for awhile

Good Bye my Friends
Everything is not gonna be the same

It's Okay I'm faded
I'm trying to remove what it's just happened

I'm know I'm the worst in the classroom
They don't want talk to me so Fuck you
Everyone gonna judged what did I do
But I will gonna prove that I'm not wrong

I have no conversations
A lot of bad memories
No fear but aware of the sorrow
Thinking too much I could die

Why do I waking up on three a m
I cannot sleep until dawn
I'm walking out the door and go out side
Smoking Cigarettes on the playground

Rain falling down like the tears
While I confused about my life
Sometimes I want to disappear
And not be found for awhile

I don't even asked for the happiness
So exhausted when I'm lie
I hate this feelings so much
More than you know, In my mind

I'm carry on with the fake smile
Some one told me I'm look depressed
But if I say, Did you understand ?
Cause I know you that you cannot help

I have no conversations
A lot of bad memories
No fear but aware of the sorrow
Thinking too much I could die

Why do I waking up on three a m
I cannot sleep until dawn
I'm walking out the door and go out side
Smoking Cigarettes on the playground

Rain falling down like the tears
While I confused about my life
Sometimes I want to disappear
And not be found for awhile