V.RI, HEN$HAW, yunè pinku - my own. Lyrics

Do I really want the truth
And I guess if it were too bad
Who am I kidding
I never really wanted this
But I know that its the shit
That has all the kids livid

I don't mean to try and go and lead you on
I just realised I might be seeing someone
Take a little time to myself I'm lucky
Look at all my people we just walk in slow
I'll never let em' know
Inside I'm falling down
When I took all the drugs and started pissing around
A lie is what I told
Instead of going back home I'd rather wait on my own

I get scared when my friends message me
Tell em' call em' back but I'm never gunna ring
Don't know why I think like that
Never get it checked 'cause I like who I am
And I
I know all my plans and
I know we're not lasting
Fuck up
wont fuck us
Said I gotta plow through life living
Gotta get my funds up
It's all wealth and I wanna be the kickstart
And all our plans ain't ever gunna mix up
And I
It's a time to live and my lifes not changing

I don't mean to try and go and lead you on
I just realised I might be seeing someone
Take a little time to myself I'm lucky
Look at all my people we just walk in slow
I'll never let em' know
Inside I'm falling down
When I took all the drugs and started pissing around
A lie is what I told
Instead of going back home I'd rather wait on my own

Yeah, I aint coming outside today
I've been spending most my time just tryna find my way
In the search for the finer days
People ask me where my loyalty lays
What
I know I don't work like new
But I work with you
So one becomes two
Or two becomes one
I did too much stuff
I did too much drugs
But I
I don't give a fuck
'Cause you only living once so best be living it up
And I apologise if I seem like I'm fucking it up just know I did it for love

I don't mean to try and go and lead you on
I just realised I might be seeing someone
Take a little time to myself I'm lucky
Look at all my people we just walk in slow
I'll never let em' know
Inside I'm falling down
When I took all the drugs and started pissing around
A lie is what I told
Instead of going back home I'd rather wait on my own