VENUS MAE - a happy song Lyrics

Gonna try to write a happy song
Cause all the ones I write are depressing
I'm not sure where to start
It's easier to write when I'm sad
I've got so much to talk about
Cause its all I ever feel
But happiness is just a fleeting moment that I'll only get a taste of
To know what I'll never have
I'll only get a taste of
To know what I'll never have
Well for one I guess that I've been sleeping the days away
That's a good thing cause I don't wanna be awake
I haven't eaten and that makes me feel better about myself
Feeling hungry makes me feel like I'm pretty
Though it's putting me through hell
Every waking moment that I get
Reminds me why I hate my body
Safety pins and cigarettes
It all just makes me wanna be dead
Talking to my favorite person
It doesn't make much sense
Don't know why he's choosing to deal with such a big big mess
A happy song a happy song this is my happy song
Oh sing-along oh sing-along oh sing-along
And smile
And smile
I said that I would write a happy song
Cause all the ones I write are depressing
But I guess that I forgot
Don't really care what I'm saying
I'm spilling out all of my thoughts and I'm not thinking straight
My happy song
Embedded into another wasted page

Gonna try to write a happy song
Cause all the ones I write are depressing
I'm not sure where to start
It's easier to write when I'm sad
I've got so much to talk about
Cause its all I ever feel
But happiness is just a fleeting moment that I'll only get a taste of
To know what I'll never have
I'll only get a taste of
To know what I'll never have
Well for one I guess that I've been sleeping the days away
That's a good thing cause I don't wanna be awake
I haven't eaten and that makes me feel better about myself
Feeling hungry makes me feel like I'm pretty
Though it's putting me through hell
Every waking moment that I get
Reminds me why I hate my body
Safety pins and cigarettes
It all just makes me wanna be dead
Talking to my favorite person
It doesn't make much sense
Don't know why he's choosing to deal with such a big big mess
A happy song a happy song this is my happy song
Oh sing-along oh sing-along oh sing-along
And smile
And smile
I said that I would write a happy song
Cause all the ones I write are depressing
But I guess that I forgot
Don't really care what I'm saying
I'm spilling out all of my thoughts and I'm not thinking straight
My happy song
Embedded into another wasted page