Upon These Scars - Malice Lyrics

For every thought that ends in Violence
I try to numb it out in silence
For fear of ever ripping you to shreds
In dealing with the demons in my head

Forgive me god I'm holding hostage
Any chance of ever being
saved from this
Forgive me mama I'm not like this
But everything inside me's caving in

I just want to hurt you like you hurt me

Run but you'll never hide
I'm everywhere in sight
Run but you'll never find
A way to escape this waking nightmare

Every word that comes
From your lips
That pierced me to my very core
Reminding me you want a reaction
And I'm not strong enough to let it go

Forgive me god I'm so exhausted
I wish I didn't need to feed right into it
Forgive me momma I'm just dying
To release all this malice in my skin

I just want to kill you like you killed me

Run but you'll never hide
I'm everywhere in sight
Run but you'll never find
A way to escape this waking nightmare

Run but you'll never hide
I'm everywhere in sight
Run but you'll never find
A way to escape this waking nightmare

I'm this labyrinth thy will be done
Lay down your weapons
I've shed all trace of innocence
To embrace what I've become
I've become

I just want to hurt you like you hurt me

I just want to kill you like you killed me