Tyler Gallagher - Conversations in the Mirror Lyrics

I'm a monster
Am I dreaming, drunk, living or caught off guard
Yeah these lights shine in my face like I'm a rockstar
But I feel like running straight out through the back door
I just wanna be someone when I'm gone
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm so lonely
Meant for lonely
Try so hard to make me lonely
I'm so lonely
Extra lonely
Go so far to make me lonely
I can't remember what is real
What I fear I don't know
So I have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm seeing colors
Cause every time I'm right you change the contrast
I took a bullet for a hit from the railgun
This peace will never come without a ransom
So now I pay my fee in your ghost
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm so lonely
Meant for lonely
Try so hard to make me lonely
I'm so lonely
Extra lonely
Go so far to make me lonely
Nothing always turns to something
Try so hard to keep it nothing
Nothing always leads to something
Its so hard to keep it nothing
I'm at a crossroads
And water's dripping down onto my raincoat
I see them waiting for me down the hard route
But there's feelings I don't know along the safe road
I wish that I could disappear today
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone

I'm a monster
Am I dreaming, drunk, living or caught off guard
Yeah these lights shine in my face like I'm a rockstar
But I feel like running straight out through the back door
I just wanna be someone when I'm gone
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm so lonely
Meant for lonely
Try so hard to make me lonely
I'm so lonely
Extra lonely
Go so far to make me lonely
I can't remember what is real
What I fear I don't know
So I have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm seeing colors
Cause every time I'm right you change the contrast
I took a bullet for a hit from the railgun
This peace will never come without a ransom
So now I pay my fee in your ghost
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone
I'm so lonely
Meant for lonely
Try so hard to make me lonely
I'm so lonely
Extra lonely
Go so far to make me lonely
Nothing always turns to something
Try so hard to keep it nothing
Nothing always leads to something
Its so hard to keep it nothing
I'm at a crossroads
And water's dripping down onto my raincoat
I see them waiting for me down the hard route
But there's feelings I don't know along the safe road
I wish that I could disappear today
When the seasons start to change
Will you stay with me
If I turned my cheek the other way
Could you stand to hate me
Down for the count
Over my head
Can't help but doubt
All that you said
But I still have that conversation in the mirror
Until I realize I'm alone