Together in Tragedy - Collapse Lyrics

I would take it all away
All the damage and the pain
Everything I put on you
Nothing I say can make a change
I wish this would go away
Disgusted in myself
Left you alone when you needed help
I left you alone when you needed help
I turned my back on you

Picturesque forms of loss
Afraid if this feeling goes
I'll have nothing left to hold
I'll have nothing left to hold
I never gave my all for you
Now I have your fall from me

I can't see past this grief
Dragging days with no relief
Worn out and bitter
Hopeless, off kilter
Never to be free of all this regret
Rooted in my brain I will not forget

Picturesque forms of loss
Afraid if this feeling goes
I'll have nothing left to hold
I'll have nothing left to hold
I never gave my all for you
Now I have your fall from me

Dwelling on my thoughts and our memories
Passing all the time merely just existing
Brush off any hope before it turns to delusion
Shake awake at thoughts of you
Presence in my dreams brings disquietude
Darling, I am so sorry
You were my home, but I've been absent my whole life
Self sabotaged what was good
Out of fear for what I knew
A looming sense of collapse
I want it all back