Timothy - Amber Lyrics

So uh, where did the inspiration for this one come from
Like uh, what were you feeling
Uh, truly man fucking, my first real relationship, uh
Everybody got to hear my side of the break up
Because I was always making jokes and laughing about it
Because I was the one who caused it but it really fucked me up how much I could damage
One person without like, even attempting to and just
I wanted to share her side
I respect it

Lost for words is what you say
You just don't care enough to think of something
After all these days, nah, still treated like I'm nothing
Every time, fail to prove my mama wrong
Too busy getting high and calling me a hoe in songs
Turned you in to my life you act you want me gone
Now I don't know what's right, making me feel dumb yeah

Countless times of treating me like just another toy
Your answers always thin to questions until I start acting coy
Then we get up out that bed and you start acting real soy
Lies covered up by your words should be an actor lil boy
Cause you had me so fooled, so cool, that's how you felt when we was walking
Second we ain't in the public then your demons get to talking
All those girls up in your phone you say they dubs nah they just stalking
You ain't even gotta worry baby, they see who I'm flaunting
Put a picture of us up and take it down before I see it
Cause you know your hoes would feel and I'd freak if I seen you delete it
Maybe you right, guess I'm tripping, your still here while they out simping
Wait why you quiet, text me back, dead ass acting different

Alright well, can I ask you something
Yeah what's up
Did you love her
Man I didn't realize how much I loved her until I fucking let her go

Lost for words is what I said
I just don't care enough to think of something
After all these days nah, still treat you like your nothing
Every time, fail to be the one who's strong
Dodge your calls and lie to others, I ain't taken nah
Turned me in to your life think I might want you gone
Fuck it, it seems right I guess I'm too young, yeah