THIS CURSE - Trauma Bond Lyrics

How can I trust myself?
Don't think that all that I'll claim
Is something you can fall back on
When we're both face to face
Another lie to you, another ten thousand ways
I'll find a way to crawl back to you, my self destructive taste

You think we've seen it all from screaming, to beatings
But I've been here, writing up the lies you'd die to know
How can this be the end
No meaning, no reasoning
What of the lies you spoke?
It's all you've come to know

Pretend that everything
That you've heard about me's not real
So one look from those eyes
You'll see that no one can stop this
So run while you can from here

Feel the dead weight, pull you under screaming
If you're drowning, save your last breath
How many times must I put this to rest
I've never pictured this our death
So just close your eyes

Pretend that everything
That you've heard about me's not real
So one look from those eyes
You'll see that no one can stop this
So run while you can from here
If we can't make it through this night
Then give me one last chance to feel
Like I could give anything to do this right
I don't think I'll ever heal

You're the last to love
And the one that's left to know
So leave me one, last, hope
Instead of trembling in this madness

This is the end of the road
You hear me screaming out begging
This is all I've come to know
I've failed us both
When this is all we know, scream my name
Begging painstaking desire

At the end of it all
At the end of it all
At the end of it all
At the end of it all
At the end of it all
Nothing left to see fall
At the end of it all
Nothing left to see fall

Pretend that everything
That you've heard about me's not real
So one look from those eyes
You'll see that no one can stop this
So run while you can from her
If we can't make it through this night
Then give me one last chance to feel
Like I could give anything to do this right
I don't think I'll ever heal

Please save me please
Please save me
Please save me
Please save me please
When this is all we know, scream my name
Begging, painstaking desire