Thesanity - BROKEN LIFE Lyrics

Yeah
They try to tell me to fit in so I can feel the love
They tell me happiness is found once I feel the buzz
Maybe that works for you but that don't work for me
I won't suppress the pain by turning to drugs
Except for maybe caffeine cause I don't get any sleep
Cause all my problems on a playlist that be stuck on repeat
My mind's moving at the speed of light
Joe what does that mean?
It means I love to overthink about everything
Man I'm scared of being judged for all my bad decisions
Like I'm scared to be alone but I choose lonely living
I'm scared that I won't flourish in this life I'm given
I pray to God that I can help the world with lyrics I've written
I know that I feel like an outcast, someone that's different
I don't blackout on the weekends, you could say that I'm driven
People say they want success but it's only in wishes
When I say I want success I'll hunt and conquer my mission, yeah
That's just broken life living
Everyday always be counting the minutes
The clock's ticking, better get in position
Life is about to push you to your limits
Do you know your worth?
Or is that a stone that is yet to be turned
Life is gonna knock you down every chance it gets
Take the hits and then use them to learn, yeah
Broken life living
You'll find success after years never winning
You're gonna show that young kid that you were
That you can come back even in the ninth inning
You're gonna make a difference in lives
But you'll sacrifice everything for it
You're gonna live out your dream life
But lose yourself in the same moment, yeah
Everybody thinks my life's so glamorous
Just go take a walk in my shoes
You're gonna see a lot of nice things
But looking in the mirror you ain't gonna see you
I had to wear a mask for a while and
Once it came off it was hard to take two
I've been making mistakes, I hate
Trying fit in, when I simply want the me that I knew
But I'm lost on a road that goes straight
And all I ever do is complain
I act like I'm down when the suns out shining on me
But happy when I'm stuck standing in rain
I don't know if subconsciously I know that I'll change
If I hit rock bottom six ft in the terrain
Growth is only found when life ain't going your way
But once you rise you can bury all the pain in your grave and
Maybe this is part of God's plan I don't know
I just wish that I was living with my mind intact
Got my nose in the right book, right chapter
But the words I can just never dissect
I like a clean room but I'll trash it and leave it in shambles
To show myself my life is a mess
It's crazy you could own everything that you've ever wanted
But can still fall asleep feeling depressed, yeah
That's just broken life living
Everyday always be counting the minutes
The clock's ticking, better get in position
Life is about to push you to your limits
Do you know your worth?
Or is that a stone that is yet to be turned
Life is gonna knock you down every chance it gets
Take the hits and then use them to learn, yeah
Broken life living
You'll find success after years never winning
You're gonna show that young kid that you were
That you can come back even in the 9th inning
You're gonna make a difference in lives
But you'll sacrifice everything for it
You're gonna live out your dream life
But lose yourself in the same moment, yeah

Yeah
They try to tell me to fit in so I can feel the love
They tell me happiness is found once I feel the buzz
Maybe that works for you but that don't work for me
I won't suppress the pain by turning to drugs
Except for maybe caffeine cause I don't get any sleep
Cause all my problems on a playlist that be stuck on repeat
My mind's moving at the speed of light
Joe what does that mean?
It means I love to overthink about everything
Man I'm scared of being judged for all my bad decisions
Like I'm scared to be alone but I choose lonely living
I'm scared that I won't flourish in this life I'm given
I pray to God that I can help the world with lyrics I've written
I know that I feel like an outcast, someone that's different
I don't blackout on the weekends, you could say that I'm driven
People say they want success but it's only in wishes
When I say I want success I'll hunt and conquer my mission, yeah
That's just broken life living
Everyday always be counting the minutes
The clock's ticking, better get in position
Life is about to push you to your limits
Do you know your worth?
Or is that a stone that is yet to be turned
Life is gonna knock you down every chance it gets
Take the hits and then use them to learn, yeah
Broken life living
You'll find success after years never winning
You're gonna show that young kid that you were
That you can come back even in the ninth inning
You're gonna make a difference in lives
But you'll sacrifice everything for it
You're gonna live out your dream life
But lose yourself in the same moment, yeah
Everybody thinks my life's so glamorous
Just go take a walk in my shoes
You're gonna see a lot of nice things
But looking in the mirror you ain't gonna see you
I had to wear a mask for a while and
Once it came off it was hard to take two
I've been making mistakes, I hate
Trying fit in, when I simply want the me that I knew
But I'm lost on a road that goes straight
And all I ever do is complain
I act like I'm down when the suns out shining on me
But happy when I'm stuck standing in rain
I don't know if subconsciously I know that I'll change
If I hit rock bottom six ft in the terrain
Growth is only found when life ain't going your way
But once you rise you can bury all the pain in your grave and
Maybe this is part of God's plan I don't know
I just wish that I was living with my mind intact
Got my nose in the right book, right chapter
But the words I can just never dissect
I like a clean room but I'll trash it and leave it in shambles
To show myself my life is a mess
It's crazy you could own everything that you've ever wanted
But can still fall asleep feeling depressed, yeah
That's just broken life living
Everyday always be counting the minutes
The clock's ticking, better get in position
Life is about to push you to your limits
Do you know your worth?
Or is that a stone that is yet to be turned
Life is gonna knock you down every chance it gets
Take the hits and then use them to learn, yeah
Broken life living
You'll find success after years never winning
You're gonna show that young kid that you were
That you can come back even in the 9th inning
You're gonna make a difference in lives
But you'll sacrifice everything for it
You're gonna live out your dream life
But lose yourself in the same moment, yeah