The Sonder Bombs - Scattered Lyrics

I never built that dollhouse with you
A monument of care
And I didn't say bye to your body
Because your soul wasn't there
Grasping the hands of my oldest friend
Just not, in the same, the same sense

Figure it'll
Take years to not
Feel it so hard
Seaside ashes scattered
In someone else's backyard

Rushing home from southern states
Living rooms, bad news awaits
Everybody knows what I don't
I'm sorry what did you say?
I don't think I
Don't think I
Don't think that I heard you right
I'm sorry what did you say?

Now it's fall
Colors begin to change
Winter in your eyes as you start to fade
Fade away
I'm sorry what did you
I'm sorry what did you say?

Figure it'll
Take years to not
Feel it so hard
Seaside ashes scattered
In someone else's backyard