Thatanxietybabe - too much Lyrics

I don't know if I can exist anymore
In a world that I don't belong in
You say be strong and I am but for how long
Will I have to stay strong for

Everything is too loud, too bright, too much
No one says what they mean
But they're mean when they say it

And if you fall behind, keep up, or lose out
If life is a game then
I don't have the rules to play it

Why is it I'm the one who must change
There's no chance we could meet in the middle
How is it I'm the one who is to blame
Take the abuse, take the guilt, get belittled

Everything is too loud, too bright, too much
No one says what they mean
But they're mean when they say it

And if you fall behind, keep up, or lose out
If life is a game then
I don't have the rules to play it

When can I stop barely surviving
And move on to the part where I'm happy
When can I take off the masks
Because this constant act is exhausting

Everything is too loud, too bright, too much
No one says what they mean
But they're mean when they say it

And if you fall behind, keep up, or lose out
If life is a game then
I don't have the rules to play it