Tayls - Better Lyrics

Think I need to find a better
Way to fall asleep again
Should I rip myself from this tether?
The night she is my only friend
I guess we might as well get married
Yeah the sunshine breaks, my heart it bends.
I'm afraid of what I am becoming
And I feel the darkness closing in , yeah

Well If I should choose
To waste the sunlight
I'll never get away
from feeling like I never tried
I won't accept that fate
Just you wait
I'm gonna show you why

Said I think I need to find another
Sea of freaks to call my friends
Well I want em so bad but it feels like a challenge
I've been looking at the night like it's something to win, yeah
Get a wide brim hat and play a blues lick , country?
Maybe yall will like me then?
If I act all straight , stop working on a sunday?
Said maybe yall will like me then. Yeah Yeah

I don't know what it's like
To have a normal life
When I escape this state
I'm gonna have a good time
Well i'm just so tired waiting for the sun to rise

Think I need to find a better
Way to fall asleep again
Think I need to find a better
Way and try to make new friends