Sunsleeper - Better Now Lyrics

Finally feeling a calm
Am I really worthy of love
Enough will never be enough
Bury the lead and admit it was

So much time
Spent in my head
Beating myself up
Over nothing

Wasn't here for safety
Found it anyways
It was always you
No one else

Feeling better about it
Never should have doubted
Keep it in the ground
Burn the past and hope the ash wont stick around

Throwing bricks through my plans
Pick up the pieces and start it again
I shouldn't have made you wait
Just didn't want to get in your way

So much time
Spent in my head
Beating myself up over nothing

Am I in your way
Should I have made you wait

Not as bad
As I pretend
I've been better
Than I ever have.