This ballad delves into the struggles of a man grappling with life's harsh realities. The protagonist, possibly an artist, is discontented with his quality of life and uses substance abuse as a coping mechanism for his emotional pain. He feels alienated and disillusioned by the superficiality of human interactions. His heartbreak has become the source of his creativity, but it also haunts him. Despite his self-loathing and destructive habits, he remains defiant and unapologetic about his choices. This song is a candid exploration of personal demons, loneliness, and the cost of artistic expression. #Struggle #Loneliness #ArtisticExpression
