Speech Debelle - Go Then, Bye Lyrics

I watched you leave and it was hard to breath,
My chest got tight like I got asthma and I don't even smoke like that
But how can I take you back when, we don't even work like that
We can't see eye to eye when your here and
when you not here things are unclear
The hardest thing is to say goodbye and even
harder than that is to not start crying
My strength has not become my weakness
cause I wish the truth was a lie
My head says no but my heart says yes,
My head tells me we aint having this
I hate you and love you at the same time,
I got pain and love in the same rhymes
But I'm not the one with the ex, that won't stop ringing and sending txt
And you won't even tell her to stop,
rather save her feelings than make me vex
This is my fault shouldn't known from the start,
she wouldn't stop opening her legs
But that's what I get for going to good sex, good sex
Those pretty eyes tell such silly lies,
you never say what you mean only what you want
And I hope for the best and end up looking dumb
This is so much harder than it needs to be,
if I truly love you and you love me
Then that's all that should matter, you know what,
it doesn't even matter cause

I don't want this to break my stride
I don't want this is to make me cry
Its best you leave now ok aright
Go then Go then Bye

I can't see you face on facebook cause were not friends on facebook
But still I wanna know if your cool and
what your status says you been up too
Cause I was the one that said it couldn't
carry on it was messing with my head
It was getting dread I was getting pains in my
chest if you know what I mean say yes
And I really wish I never met you never wish
I never caught feeling when I kiss you
16th floor of the Hilton singing just can't get you out my mind
And know I got you out my life im looking around like yea he's nice
Real nice but he isn't you, you could take him back to school
You seem to know everything that I like,
like your programmed to satisfy my every delights
And your mind was right the right mind set and
that's so hard to come by I wouldn't let you
Into my life unless you came correct
but you stole my heart like a thief
Emptied me out like drum but
I'm not silly or dumb so take you Xbox and go long
Those pretty eyes tell such silly eyes you
never say what you mean only what you want
And I hope for the best and end up looking dumb
but if I hope for the worst I end up looking wrong
This is so much harder than it needs to be,
if I truly love you and you love me
Then that's all that should matter
you know what it doesn't even matter cause.