Smilez - Straitcoat Lyrics

Yea I'm just a couple steps away from insane
I really need some help inside of my brain
I really wanna fly but I'm tied up in these chains
Dealing with a heavy depression that kills flames
I really need to find some new ways to cope
'Cause all I do now is lay back and smoke
I light up cause I'm tryna get by but it's no hope
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat
Let me take you to the dark side
Show you something really crazy
Shake you up and make you cross eyed
Show you something really shady
Scary monsters in my thoughts hide
These screaming demons fucking chase me
But ain't no pussies in the dog fight
Don't get bit or you'll get rabies
I'mma lose my shit like I lost my mind
Cross my heart and I hope I die
Yea they cut so deep and I won't survive
Search for light but it's dark inside
I said it's so damn dark I get caught up in the blackness
Temper in the blender get caught up all in the madness
Man it's so damn hard when the future's just a hapless
Mess of this depression my head is getting disastrous
I said I'm just a couple paces away from insane
And my brain is the stage for displays of the pain in my life
I'll never get away or escape from the train taking aim for my face
At the rate of a plane in the sky
Said I'm just a couple steps from the edge of the depths of
Depression and every test is roulette I could die
And I really need to rest cause I'm sweating
I get cigarettes of the devil's lettuce and set it on fire
Yea I'm just a couple steps away from insane
I really need some help inside of my brain
I really wanna fly but I'm tied up in these chains
Dealing with a heavy depression that kills flames
I really need to find some new ways to cope
'Cause all I do now is lay back and smoke
I light up cause I'm tryna get by but it's no hope
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat
I'm going crazy
I light up cause I'm tryna get by but it's no hope
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat
I'm going crazy
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat
Inside my head is hell
My minds a prison cell
I throw up on the mirror
'Cause I fucking hate myself
Inside my head is hell
My minds a prison cell
I throw up on the mirror
'Cause I fucking hate myself
Yea I'm just a couple steps away from insane
I really need some help inside of my brain
I really wanna fly but I'm tied up in these chains
Dealing with a heavy depression that kills flames
I really need to find some new ways to cope
'Cause all I do now is lay back and smoke
I light up cause I'm tryna get by but it's no hope
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat

Yea I'm just a couple steps away from insane
I really need some help inside of my brain
I really wanna fly but I'm tied up in these chains
Dealing with a heavy depression that kills flames
I really need to find some new ways to cope
'Cause all I do now is lay back and smoke
I light up cause I'm tryna get by but it's no hope
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat
Let me take you to the dark side
Show you something really crazy
Shake you up and make you cross eyed
Show you something really shady
Scary monsters in my thoughts hide
These screaming demons fucking chase me
But ain't no pussies in the dog fight
Don't get bit or you'll get rabies
I'mma lose my shit like I lost my mind
Cross my heart and I hope I die
Yea they cut so deep and I won't survive
Search for light but it's dark inside
I said it's so damn dark I get caught up in the blackness
Temper in the blender get caught up all in the madness
Man it's so damn hard when the future's just a hapless
Mess of this depression my head is getting disastrous
I said I'm just a couple paces away from insane
And my brain is the stage for displays of the pain in my life
I'll never get away or escape from the train taking aim for my face
At the rate of a plane in the sky
Said I'm just a couple steps from the edge of the depths of
Depression and every test is roulette I could die
And I really need to rest cause I'm sweating
I get cigarettes of the devil's lettuce and set it on fire
Yea I'm just a couple steps away from insane
I really need some help inside of my brain
I really wanna fly but I'm tied up in these chains
Dealing with a heavy depression that kills flames
I really need to find some new ways to cope
'Cause all I do now is lay back and smoke
I light up cause I'm tryna get by but it's no hope
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat
I'm going crazy
I light up cause I'm tryna get by but it's no hope
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat
I'm going crazy
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat
Inside my head is hell
My minds a prison cell
I throw up on the mirror
'Cause I fucking hate myself
Inside my head is hell
My minds a prison cell
I throw up on the mirror
'Cause I fucking hate myself
Yea I'm just a couple steps away from insane
I really need some help inside of my brain
I really wanna fly but I'm tied up in these chains
Dealing with a heavy depression that kills flames
I really need to find some new ways to cope
'Cause all I do now is lay back and smoke
I light up cause I'm tryna get by but it's no hope
And soon I'll be the guy living life in a straight coat