Smilez - Never Coming Home (Ashlin's Song) Lyrics

Hold your loved ones tight
Because you never know
Any day now they could leave
And never come back home
You never know it's too late
Till they call your phone
At 4 am and tell you she's gone
It'll crush your soul
We were so young
Riding in the backseat
Cruising round in small town Texas
With my family
We were best friends
So she's sitting right up next to me
Always cracking jokes and making trouble
Oh so recklessly
Then she fell asleep on my shoulder
I wish I held you closer
How fast this life can be over
I'm just happy I got to know her
Oh yeah if you could see
The loving bond we shared
Then you would know the pain
The anguish and the mad despair
Driven deep in me
I'm sending up a prayer
'Cause I can't take this anymore
I was so unprepared
Why'd you have to go
You had so much to do
I will never let your legend die
No, I refuse
No one really knows
The cousin that I knew
You always made sure that I'm good
And I looked out for you
I keep asking when I'll wake up out this nightmare
I'm so flustered got me ripping out all my hair
I can't even dry these tears my broken eyes wear
But I guess no one ever told me that this life's fair
Hold your loved ones tight
Because you never know
Any day now they could leave
And never come back home
You never know it's too late
Till they call your phone
At 4 am and tell you she's gone
It'll crush your soul
Hold your loved ones tight
Because you never know
Any day now they could leave
And never come back home
You never know it's too late
Till they call your phone
At 4 am and tell you she's gone
It'll crush your soul
I just know when I see you again I will be filled with joy
Just to talk to you feel your presence
And hear your soft voice
As I gaze at the heavens surrounding me
I feel you watching me and I am amazed
I'm so stuffed with emotions and grief
I'll be screaming your name until my dying day
Hold your loved ones tight
Because you never know
Any day now they could leave
And never come back home
You never know it's too late
Till they call your phone
At 4 am and tell you she's gone
It'll crush your soul

Hold your loved ones tight
Because you never know
Any day now they could leave
And never come back home
You never know it's too late
Till they call your phone
At 4 am and tell you she's gone
It'll crush your soul
We were so young
Riding in the backseat
Cruising round in small town Texas
With my family
We were best friends
So she's sitting right up next to me
Always cracking jokes and making trouble
Oh so recklessly
Then she fell asleep on my shoulder
I wish I held you closer
How fast this life can be over
I'm just happy I got to know her
Oh yeah if you could see
The loving bond we shared
Then you would know the pain
The anguish and the mad despair
Driven deep in me
I'm sending up a prayer
'Cause I can't take this anymore
I was so unprepared
Why'd you have to go
You had so much to do
I will never let your legend die
No, I refuse
No one really knows
The cousin that I knew
You always made sure that I'm good
And I looked out for you
I keep asking when I'll wake up out this nightmare
I'm so flustered got me ripping out all my hair
I can't even dry these tears my broken eyes wear
But I guess no one ever told me that this life's fair
Hold your loved ones tight
Because you never know
Any day now they could leave
And never come back home
You never know it's too late
Till they call your phone
At 4 am and tell you she's gone
It'll crush your soul
Hold your loved ones tight
Because you never know
Any day now they could leave
And never come back home
You never know it's too late
Till they call your phone
At 4 am and tell you she's gone
It'll crush your soul
I just know when I see you again I will be filled with joy
Just to talk to you feel your presence
And hear your soft voice
As I gaze at the heavens surrounding me
I feel you watching me and I am amazed
I'm so stuffed with emotions and grief
I'll be screaming your name until my dying day
Hold your loved ones tight
Because you never know
Any day now they could leave
And never come back home
You never know it's too late
Till they call your phone
At 4 am and tell you she's gone
It'll crush your soul