Smile Empty Soul - out to sea Lyrics

The air is cold, I'm getting old and going nowhere
This job is shit, I wanna quit but money is scarce
I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care
Everyday seems the same, another blank stare

All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again

I hate this town and all the sounds that drive me crazy
I wanna run and buy a gun but I'm too lazy
I feel so dead, I feel so numb but nothing phase me
I check my pulse but nothing's there, I think I'm fading

All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again

Out to sea, nothing but waves to surround me
And all I feel is pain, it's the only thing that's real
And all I need is turned to reflect on the life I lead
I'm lost at sea, nothing but ocean to drown me in

All I want is to be, to feel like there's a part of me
That still believes
And all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats inside of me again