Smallz, Kyle Ernest - Train of Thought Lyrics

And I don’t think this the way we supposed to live
Only thing certain is we supposed to die
Got a couple things that’s affecting me
But I’m a man they say niggas ain’t supposed to cry
And everyone ashamed just to talk the truth
They raise us thinking we supposed to lie
Now everybody screaming fuck the feelings if I hit this weed then I’m supposed to fly
Been tryna see shit through my open eyes
They love all the raps when I’m open I
Been at it for a while just hoping I
Seem stronger though I feel broken I
Spent too long being this broke can I
Get a break from it all
I really really need to get away from it all to think
I didn’t set a sail for this all to sink
The fuckshit I stray from it all
I’ve been lost
Taking off
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Taking all of me
This ain’t what I thought it’d be
I’ve been lost
Taking off
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Taking all of me
This ain’t what I thought it’d be
I can’t lie man I been lonely as shit
Lonely as shit
Everybody always act phony as shit
All you heard from me is like 1 or 2 songs
Now you wanna act like you know me and shit
I am way different from the old me
Don’t jump the gun thinking that we homies
Mama always told me the shit
Stand out even when they told me to sit
Still getting bigger when they told me I should just fit in
Didn’t think the kid gon pop no kidding
Still gotta hustle the grind don’t stop
Grind till I shine wit the crown on top
But for now we just living
Going ghost I been doing the most wit the shit that we given
Against or you're with him
Put your hands up just bump to the rhythm
I’ve been lost
Taking off
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Taking all of me
This ain’t what I thought it’d be
I’ve been lost
Taking off
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Taking all of me
This ain’t what I thought it’d be

And I don’t think this the way we supposed to live
Only thing certain is we supposed to die
Got a couple things that’s affecting me
But I’m a man they say niggas ain’t supposed to cry
And everyone ashamed just to talk the truth
They raise us thinking we supposed to lie
Now everybody screaming fuck the feelings if I hit this weed then I’m supposed to fly
Been tryna see shit through my open eyes
They love all the raps when I’m open I
Been at it for a while just hoping I
Seem stronger though I feel broken I
Spent too long being this broke can I
Get a break from it all
I really really need to get away from it all to think
I didn’t set a sail for this all to sink
The fuckshit I stray from it all
I’ve been lost
Taking off
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Taking all of me
This ain’t what I thought it’d be
I’ve been lost
Taking off
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Taking all of me
This ain’t what I thought it’d be
I can’t lie man I been lonely as shit
Lonely as shit
Everybody always act phony as shit
All you heard from me is like 1 or 2 songs
Now you wanna act like you know me and shit
I am way different from the old me
Don’t jump the gun thinking that we homies
Mama always told me the shit
Stand out even when they told me to sit
Still getting bigger when they told me I should just fit in
Didn’t think the kid gon pop no kidding
Still gotta hustle the grind don’t stop
Grind till I shine wit the crown on top
But for now we just living
Going ghost I been doing the most wit the shit that we given
Against or you're with him
Put your hands up just bump to the rhythm
I’ve been lost
Taking off
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Taking all of me
This ain’t what I thought it’d be
I’ve been lost
Taking off
I don’t know how I’ll make it
Taking all of me
This ain’t what I thought it’d be