Smallz - Don't Know What It Means Lyrics

Yeah
I go through the struggle you still gotta love it no smiling in public and who's gonna see
Roaming the city my brand on my hat and this beat in my ears just a boy with a dream
Scared of rejection so making connections fro me always really as hard as it seems
I'm only happy when I'm in the studio working and Lord I don't know what it means
Sometimes I wish I could take how I feel when I'm writing this music with me on the go
Try to be nice to the people who love me they got me
But sometimes they don't even know
One time I cried in the winter depression was heavy
The tears were just running in streams
They gon say that I'm a sinner cuz I don't connect to you
Lord I don't know what it means
It's just Lord I don't know what it means
They gon say that I'm a sinner but Lord I don't know what it means
It's just Lord I don't know what it means
Just finished school Ima look like a fool if i don't make it happen then what was it for
Just did a show back at home and they flew me out for it I find myself still wanting more
Got to spend time with the fans I don't really do friends only family left in the team
Mom told me I'm a good person I really ain't certain cuz Lord I don't know what it means
Life has been crazy my boy had a baby I'm tripping cuz he ain't much older than me
We used to go to the studio shout out Big Sea cuz he let me record it for free
Shout out my mom for supporting me and my pops letting me do it that man is a G
Music ain't popping but that isn't stopping me crazy cuz Lord I don't know what it means
Yeah
It's just Lord I don't know what it means
Crazy cuz Lord I don't know what it means
It's just Lord I don't know what it means
I know momma's prayers have been working cuz he do look out for me dawg
This is the shit on my mind when I'm chilling in my aunty balcony dawg
I feel like if you gonna do it then do it you can't do this doubtfully dawg
I know that I really do not pray enough and these demons been out for me dawg
Since 2013 as a teen I was doing this
Haters like how could he dawg
Haters like how could he dawg
How could he dawg
I went from Asher to Smallz
So focused how could he fall
How could he fall
They didn't believe in the vision these haters like how could he ball
I plan to make me a milli you work in the bank I pull up like just count for me dawg
Count for me dawg
Feeling a steady transformation this shit is alchemy dawg
Alchemy dawg
No time for people who only want clout reaching out to me dawg
I can't believe it
I hardly know you but you gon pretend that you like me for me
I rather stay at my home and just work on my own cuz it helps me to get in the zone
I don't know what it means
It's crazy cuz Lord I don't know what it means
What it means
Yeah yeah

Yeah
I go through the struggle you still gotta love it no smiling in public and who's gonna see
Roaming the city my brand on my hat and this beat in my ears just a boy with a dream
Scared of rejection so making connections fro me always really as hard as it seems
I'm only happy when I'm in the studio working and Lord I don't know what it means
Sometimes I wish I could take how I feel when I'm writing this music with me on the go
Try to be nice to the people who love me they got me
But sometimes they don't even know
One time I cried in the winter depression was heavy
The tears were just running in streams
They gon say that I'm a sinner cuz I don't connect to you
Lord I don't know what it means
It's just Lord I don't know what it means
They gon say that I'm a sinner but Lord I don't know what it means
It's just Lord I don't know what it means
Just finished school Ima look like a fool if i don't make it happen then what was it for
Just did a show back at home and they flew me out for it I find myself still wanting more
Got to spend time with the fans I don't really do friends only family left in the team
Mom told me I'm a good person I really ain't certain cuz Lord I don't know what it means
Life has been crazy my boy had a baby I'm tripping cuz he ain't much older than me
We used to go to the studio shout out Big Sea cuz he let me record it for free
Shout out my mom for supporting me and my pops letting me do it that man is a G
Music ain't popping but that isn't stopping me crazy cuz Lord I don't know what it means
Yeah
It's just Lord I don't know what it means
Crazy cuz Lord I don't know what it means
It's just Lord I don't know what it means
I know momma's prayers have been working cuz he do look out for me dawg
This is the shit on my mind when I'm chilling in my aunty balcony dawg
I feel like if you gonna do it then do it you can't do this doubtfully dawg
I know that I really do not pray enough and these demons been out for me dawg
Since 2013 as a teen I was doing this
Haters like how could he dawg
Haters like how could he dawg
How could he dawg
I went from Asher to Smallz
So focused how could he fall
How could he fall
They didn't believe in the vision these haters like how could he ball
I plan to make me a milli you work in the bank I pull up like just count for me dawg
Count for me dawg
Feeling a steady transformation this shit is alchemy dawg
Alchemy dawg
No time for people who only want clout reaching out to me dawg
I can't believe it
I hardly know you but you gon pretend that you like me for me
I rather stay at my home and just work on my own cuz it helps me to get in the zone
I don't know what it means
It's crazy cuz Lord I don't know what it means
What it means
Yeah yeah