Sleepy Lexx - All on My Own Lyrics

I done spent so many nights tryna right my
Wrongs
I had to go and get this shit all on my own
Can't trust 'em cause they wasn't there
From the start
And it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
I done spent so many nights tryna fight my
Doubts
I tried to cry but I ain't never made a sound
Apologies could never heal all the scars
When it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
Sometimes I wanna leave this earth
Tired getting my feelings hurt
Police killing us in the streets
And that making shit even worse
I be wanting to have a heart
Gotta get rid of these demons first
We ain't had no running water
But I knew how that heater work
It was will after bill Mama was stressed
I hadta do more because we had less
We hadta starve to get to that bread
I was on da block stackin' up Tetris
'Memba the hardwood & dirty mattress
Every loss turnt into a lesson
I just let God use me as a vessel
Pray he forgive me for my transgressions
Gotta keep ten toes on the pavement
Never know when them heaven doors
Minutes away I'll let dat pressure blow
Can't let these hoe niggaz take it
Talk to God Tell-him protect my soul
I done spent so many nights tryna right my
Wrongs
I had to go and get this shit all on my own
Can't trust 'em cause they wasn't there
From the start
And it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
I done spent so many nights tryna fight my
Doubts
I tried to cry but I ain't never made a sound
Apologies could never heal all the scars
When it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
Yeah
Yung nigga lit like a torch
I'm tryna go cop me some bands Yeah-Ave
Already hopped off da porch
I'm tryna go hop inna Benz Yeah-Aye
Rather go talk to da Lorddd
'Fore I ever talk to tha Feds Ave
But they wouldn't do the same
They put them knifes up in my back and
Hoped that I was dying
But nigga I just resurrect & kill 'em everytime
Lately you been movin' slimy dawg
You ain't my slime
Can't let no nigga do me Rico no I see the signs
I heard they coming for my soul
Lord knows we can't go
No-no
Can't take me from my fam
No I can't go out like no hoe
Grip da nine & pour the 4
Stand on my ten jus like I spose to
She say "I thought you was down for me
But you ain't never got time for me"
I told her I'm ridin' around in these streets
Lil' bitch. I barely got time to sleep
I gatta go up out da door
I gotta be what I'm tryna be
Either you gone slide with me or be out da scene
I done spent so many nights tryna right my
Wrongs
I had to go and get this shit all on my own
Can't trust 'em cause they wasn't there
From the start
And it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
I done spent so many nights tryna fight my
Doubts
I tried to cry but I ain't never made a sound
Apologies could never heal all the scars
When it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
Yeah

I done spent so many nights tryna right my
Wrongs
I had to go and get this shit all on my own
Can't trust 'em cause they wasn't there
From the start
And it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
I done spent so many nights tryna fight my
Doubts
I tried to cry but I ain't never made a sound
Apologies could never heal all the scars
When it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
Sometimes I wanna leave this earth
Tired getting my feelings hurt
Police killing us in the streets
And that making shit even worse
I be wanting to have a heart
Gotta get rid of these demons first
We ain't had no running water
But I knew how that heater work
It was will after bill Mama was stressed
I hadta do more because we had less
We hadta starve to get to that bread
I was on da block stackin' up Tetris
'Memba the hardwood & dirty mattress
Every loss turnt into a lesson
I just let God use me as a vessel
Pray he forgive me for my transgressions
Gotta keep ten toes on the pavement
Never know when them heaven doors
Minutes away I'll let dat pressure blow
Can't let these hoe niggaz take it
Talk to God Tell-him protect my soul
I done spent so many nights tryna right my
Wrongs
I had to go and get this shit all on my own
Can't trust 'em cause they wasn't there
From the start
And it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
I done spent so many nights tryna fight my
Doubts
I tried to cry but I ain't never made a sound
Apologies could never heal all the scars
When it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
Yeah
Yung nigga lit like a torch
I'm tryna go cop me some bands Yeah-Ave
Already hopped off da porch
I'm tryna go hop inna Benz Yeah-Aye
Rather go talk to da Lorddd
'Fore I ever talk to tha Feds Ave
But they wouldn't do the same
They put them knifes up in my back and
Hoped that I was dying
But nigga I just resurrect & kill 'em everytime
Lately you been movin' slimy dawg
You ain't my slime
Can't let no nigga do me Rico no I see the signs
I heard they coming for my soul
Lord knows we can't go
No-no
Can't take me from my fam
No I can't go out like no hoe
Grip da nine & pour the 4
Stand on my ten jus like I spose to
She say "I thought you was down for me
But you ain't never got time for me"
I told her I'm ridin' around in these streets
Lil' bitch. I barely got time to sleep
I gatta go up out da door
I gotta be what I'm tryna be
Either you gone slide with me or be out da scene
I done spent so many nights tryna right my
Wrongs
I had to go and get this shit all on my own
Can't trust 'em cause they wasn't there
From the start
And it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
I done spent so many nights tryna fight my
Doubts
I tried to cry but I ain't never made a sound
Apologies could never heal all the scars
When it cut so deep it feel like tears from
The heart
Yeah