Skam One, J-Clawsin - The Cards I'm Dealt Lyrics

Do I have a set path
Questioning myself while experiencing these setbacks
I just need to step back causing my own pain and I seem to forget that
I can be the problem and also be the solution
Inside of my brain feels like an mental institution
Can't believe this hell
I'm stuck in steaming from this self destruction
Homie can't you tell I'm buggin' I'm not trynna sell you something
Trynna tell a story I been lost for a minute
Betting on myself but the cost when I'm in it
Something that I can't afford but I do it anyways
Looking for ways I can fuck up my life I can think of many ways
I just need a moment for accountability
It's like I'm in a dark hole but I found it willingly
Yeah my life's fucked
Because I'm fucked
Need to figure it out before my times up
I don't like these odds why they bet against me
Against me
Not the one to fold but they raise me
Raise me
Bout to Double up these funds don't debate me
Debate me
Focused on these goals so now they hate me
Hate me
Ever since I was young I never worked for anyone
Focused on these dreams tell these drugs took ahold of me
Lost all motivation
Started numbing myself
Stopped all communication
Started drinking by myself
Popping pills they filled my mouth
Oxytocin fentynal top it off with Adderall
In the grave or Federal
I never wanted to quit I love em all but that's my life
Now fucking broke again struggling
But that's my life
Now I'm stuck with it
And that's my life
So now I'm focused on the better things
And that's my why
And that's alright
Never drown again
I'm loving life and even if I died tonight I'd be alright
I don't like these odds why they bet against me
Against me
Not the one to fold so they raise me
Raise me
Bout to double up these funds don't debate me
Debate me
Focused on these goals so now they hate me
Hate me

Do I have a set path
Questioning myself while experiencing these setbacks
I just need to step back causing my own pain and I seem to forget that
I can be the problem and also be the solution
Inside of my brain feels like an mental institution
Can't believe this hell
I'm stuck in steaming from this self destruction
Homie can't you tell I'm buggin' I'm not trynna sell you something
Trynna tell a story I been lost for a minute
Betting on myself but the cost when I'm in it
Something that I can't afford but I do it anyways
Looking for ways I can fuck up my life I can think of many ways
I just need a moment for accountability
It's like I'm in a dark hole but I found it willingly
Yeah my life's fucked
Because I'm fucked
Need to figure it out before my times up
I don't like these odds why they bet against me
Against me
Not the one to fold but they raise me
Raise me
Bout to Double up these funds don't debate me
Debate me
Focused on these goals so now they hate me
Hate me
Ever since I was young I never worked for anyone
Focused on these dreams tell these drugs took ahold of me
Lost all motivation
Started numbing myself
Stopped all communication
Started drinking by myself
Popping pills they filled my mouth
Oxytocin fentynal top it off with Adderall
In the grave or Federal
I never wanted to quit I love em all but that's my life
Now fucking broke again struggling
But that's my life
Now I'm stuck with it
And that's my life
So now I'm focused on the better things
And that's my why
And that's alright
Never drown again
I'm loving life and even if I died tonight I'd be alright
I don't like these odds why they bet against me
Against me
Not the one to fold so they raise me
Raise me
Bout to double up these funds don't debate me
Debate me
Focused on these goals so now they hate me
Hate me