Sixpence None the Richer - Tension Is a Passing Note Lyrics

Do I murder when I forget you from afar?
Too drunk on the poison of endless roads
And the countless smoky bars

[Chorus: x2]
But tension is to be loved
When it is like a passing note
To a beautiful, beautiful chord
Do I murder us, putting pavement in my veins
Shooting it in, special heroin
For the seeking and displaced?