SIV - Not Today Lyrics

I just need to know
What are you even here for
When did I let you in
I just need to know
What step did I miss before
I never wanna see you again
I don't care what you think you're doing
I'm not gonna fall again
I just need to know
What are you even here for
When did I let you in

I've been back an fourth
Tryna barricade some doors
What you came here knocking for?
You just wanna break the chord.
So they say
You can't run away
From your past mistakes
Amazing grace
I know him who died for the castaways
Heard him say
Come lay down your past for your futures sake
You can always trust in me
That's when temptation
Comes knocking at my door again
Testing my patience
Tryna see if I would hang with them
This is getting out of hand
These bad habits lead into the suffering
Gotta ah let em go
Can't hold on to both
There is no more room
It's impossible
How I'm tryna grow
I can't do it with you

I just need to know
What are you even here for
When did I let you in
I just need to know
What step did I miss before
I never wanna see you again
I don't care what you think you're doing
I'm not gonna fall again
I just need to know
What are you even here for
When did I let you in