Simy, KAALM, Indigo IO - Bad Night Lyrics

Today I got molested
Had to beg daddy not to shower me with blessings
It was Golden with whipped cream
My screams would only end me
So chuga chuga choo the Train leaves
Into my throat
Sang a sour note
Said we’ll get over this
A sour patch
Just needed practice
He didn’t do me no wrong just made me drink from his chalice
My palace like London Bridges
My temple was ransacked
Ran amuck into secret places
My sanity intact
No Santa Claus to bring back my gift of innocence
No time machine to go back to when I was...
A virgin
When you get raped nobody asks if you feel safe
Nobody notice the heart change, you outta place
They just assume that life is good cuz the smile on your face
Made a disgrace while fakes eat of your plate
Done made them uncomfortable was the same in the first place
Dropping friends like bad grades
Family think only A I see is AIDS
You wouldn’t have been booty tickled if you wasn’t so gay
Yeah...
You didn’t really want it but you got it
If you looked ugly they would diss you
Some think you are but still kiss you
Uh, ain’t that an issue?
Know you don’t deserve it but you do
Know you don’t deserve it but you do
Think you don’t deserve it but you do
Think you don’t deserve it but you do
Split my psyche in two to erase the damage…
Didn’t think it would affect us both
No band-aids for broken feelings right?
Thanks for getting me through the night
Love, Jordan

Today I got molested
Had to beg daddy not to shower me with blessings
It was Golden with whipped cream
My screams would only end me
So chuga chuga choo the Train leaves
Into my throat
Sang a sour note
Said we’ll get over this
A sour patch
Just needed practice
He didn’t do me no wrong just made me drink from his chalice
My palace like London Bridges
My temple was ransacked
Ran amuck into secret places
My sanity intact
No Santa Claus to bring back my gift of innocence
No time machine to go back to when I was...
A virgin
When you get raped nobody asks if you feel safe
Nobody notice the heart change, you outta place
They just assume that life is good cuz the smile on your face
Made a disgrace while fakes eat of your plate
Done made them uncomfortable was the same in the first place
Dropping friends like bad grades
Family think only A I see is AIDS
You wouldn’t have been booty tickled if you wasn’t so gay
Yeah...
You didn’t really want it but you got it
If you looked ugly they would diss you
Some think you are but still kiss you
Uh, ain’t that an issue?
Know you don’t deserve it but you do
Know you don’t deserve it but you do
Think you don’t deserve it but you do
Think you don’t deserve it but you do
Split my psyche in two to erase the damage…
Didn’t think it would affect us both
No band-aids for broken feelings right?
Thanks for getting me through the night
Love, Jordan