Sik World - iHate Lyrics

Alright, I just wanna have fun, but then
I'm gonna, I'm gonna dive into somethin' like super real
Yeah
Always workin', yeah
Always workin', yeah

Always workin' and I never kick my feet up
Fifty million views and haters try to act
Like they ain't seen 'em
But I'm grindin' 'til I headline
And I'ma sell out arenas
I'm not stoppin' 'til I meet Drake
And I get placed on a feature
How could you ball
If you're always sittin' on the bleachers?
Wake up, write, record, sleep
That is the procedure
There's too many followers
And there's not enough leaders
Said there's too much followers
And there's not enough leaders
Girls are tryna fuck me now
'Cause they thinkin' that I'm on
But if my buzz diminished then
I know she'll be gone
I be rappin' 'bout my ex
Now she thinkin' she the one
Who can heal my broken heart
But oh girl you're hella wrong, yeah
I'm in a weird place
But I'm stayin' strong
Because the road ahead of me
Lookin' hella long
Every time I'm in the room
I feel like I don't belong
I was feelin' insecure
Right after I wrote this song

'Cause I hate I don't love myself
I hate that I want you so bad
I hate that I gotta be everything
That everybody says that I can't
And if you were inside my head
Then you'd understand what I go through
Imagine everybody knowin' who you are
But nobody out there really knows you

Lately I feel like the world's tryna test me
(Test me, test me, test me, test me, test me)
Lately it feels like my ex tryna stress me?
(Stress me, stress me, stress me, stress me, stress me)
Why does it feel like everyone's against me?
('Gainst me, 'gainst me, 'gainst me, 'gainst me, 'gainst me)
Why does it feel like they're just tryna end me ?
(End me, end me, end me, end me, end me)
So many reasons to smile
So why can't I do it?
They say it's in my mind
Then why can't I get through it?
I heard that they criticize
So now I question music
And one day I feel alive
The next I'm feeling useless
I'm only human
If I'm so handsome
Why am I feeling self-conscious?
If I know I can't change
Why do I make the promise?
If I'm so popular
Then why am I in my apartment?
Alone
If I'm so real
Then let me just be honest

'Cause I hate I don't love myself
I hate that I want you so bad
I hate that I gotta be everything
That everybody says that I can't
And if you were inside my head
Then you'd understand what I go through
Imagine everybody knowin' who you are
But nobody out there really knows you

But nobody out there really knows you
But nobody out there really knows