SickLonely - Mirror Lyrics

Look at my reflection in the mirror wonder where to go
Constant problems in my brain go round just like a merry go
Some pain gonna last forever some will go just very slow
Take a trip into the dark and tap into the spiritual

You gotta see both sides of things be thankful that they helped you grow
Ive barely done the same but i know i ive been trying tho
Quite a distant journey gettin over things that hurt me
You cant do it in a hurry please try learn for me
That this is just a chapter inside of a story yeah
Youve explored a lot but you aint seen it all yet
The good the bad or the ugly
Take a chance do i trust me
Even tho i keep myself up at night when i get in my head and i cant breathe
so i cant sleep im scared of the nightmares and the feelings of when i be wakin up out of my sleep in the morning and not realising the dream isnt real and i really am safe laying right here
Thats the problems that i face
Too many thoughts and no trust
think they would lie straight to your face
So i have to

Look at my reflection in the mirror wonder where to go
Constant problems in my brain go round just like a merry go
Some pain gonna last forever some will go just very slow
Take a trip into the dark and tap into the spiritual
Look at my reflection in the mirror wonder where to go
Constant problems in my brain go round just like a merry go
Some pain gonna last forever some will go just very slow
Take a trip into the dark and tap into the spiritual

Damn i guess it ends like that huh
No matter what i did i know it didnt really matter
I woulda loved it if we tried to fix it but you packed up
I cant even front i dont think im gon see your face after
Its just easier for me
If i distance myself away from all of this shit
I dont need to hear about you and your flings because honestly im just so over this shit
Constantly divin down into my mental i start to wonder if the bottom exist
You were pullin me deep all the way in your chest but then you felt like it you ghost like the mist
Guess everything that we had was a myth uh
Im guessin it is what it is
Im guessin that i was dumb thinkin that you were the one cause damn you wasnt it
Just know that i dont hate you
We both troubled and we know that
In a couple years we'll look back like damn what a throwback

Look at my reflection in the mirror wonder where to go
Constant problems in my brain go round just like a merry go
Some pain gonna last forever some will go just very slow
take a trip into the dark and tap into the spiritual
Look at my reflection in the mirror wonder where to go
Constant problems in my brain go round just like a merry go
Some pain gonna last forever some will go just very slow
Take a trip into the dark and tap into the spiritual