SickLonely - Full Of Hate Lyrics

Brain full of hate
With a mind full of evil
Something going on in the back of my cerebral
Never time to celebrate I always gotta elevate
You only live one life never get a sequel

Livin like any day could be my last
Always thinking about my motherfucking past
Wrack my fuckin brain I'm pickin it apart
I'm pickin at the scabbin of the scars up on my fuckin arms

I want to fuckin get away I want the pain to fade away
I want to feel a better a way I want to see a better day
But no one understands all the bullshit I go through
My mind playing games with my brain like sudoku
I'm sick
I wanna put your body in a ditch
My soul was taken by that witch
That fuckin bitch can eat a dick
I'm fuckin sick of all this shit
I wanna take a gun and load the clip and get a hit
They all call me fuckin crazy but I'm a lunatic

Brain full of hate
With a mind full of evil
Something going on in the back of my cerebral
Never time to celebrate I always gotta elevate
You only live one life never get a sequel

Livin like any day could be my last
Always thinking about my motherfucking past
Wrack my fuckin brain I'm pickin it apart
I'm pickin at the scabbin of the scars up on my fuckin arms

Lost my trust from a bitch
I fucked up
Admit I can't fix this shit
My life's in a twist
I'm sick of the tricks
Got lost in the mist
My hypothesis is that I'm crazy
Multiple minimal fuckin people come and test me daily
People barely know but they like to hate me
And I try to fuckin trust em but they turn out to fugazi
Don't you ever try to play me imma get a little crazy
if a motherfucker really wanna test me
You pussy I'm here
Wanna run up with the fade
Fucker you best come sincere
Like SUPA HOT FIRE bitch I end your career
Gettit
I just wanna make sure that I made this shit clear
I don't really wanna fuckin know which direction I'm headin
Anything up in the future is the shit that I'm dreading
Really wanna have high hopes but shit there's no telling
Memories got burned in there is no forgetting
Stay up late lights wasted
Feelin like I've been up in the matrix
Got a brain that's full of fuckin hatred
I'm brainsick that shits contagious
Music that'll through rattle through the stages
Maybe imma one of a kind
Maybe destined to shine
Maybe better unsigned
You gotta look at the signs
I'm makin anything rhyme
I'm on a motherfuckin hell of a grind
Won't go to heaven this time
And I blame it on my...

Brain full of hate
With a mind full of evil
Something going on in the back of my cerebral
Never time to celebrate I always gotta elevate
You only live one life never be a sequel

Livin like any day could be my last
Always thinking about my motherfucking past
Wrack my fuckin brain I'm pickin it apart
I'm pickin at the scabbin of the scars up on my fuckin arms