Shon Kash - Long Live Freak Lyrics

Woke up with you on my mind this shit still painful
Got me looking at life from a different angle
When I'm up I feel down this shit got me dizzy
Use to want to live forever now I feel like biggie
Small minded I was blinded by the hurt
I still can't believe my nigga face on a shirt
What it's worth the time that we shared was essential
I was Young and wild you helped me see my potential
Showed me how to stay warm when the streets below
Every homie ain't a friends is what you need to know
How blood don't make you family I know it sound grim
And How these hoes get down when the lights dim
He said Keep yo mind right or Lil nigga get left
It has to be way more to life than just death
So I wept cried my eyes out now they sting
Then I slept I don't want to wake I want dream
Hooping on the Ave then young days we was scheming
Going to the league for the life we was feening
Even though these hard streets was our reality
We was never ones to focused on mortality
Two quarters in a fifth just to get a lift
Two years Sleep walking almost off a cliff
Death way too close to get comfy
Now you losing sleep so you walk around grumpy
I got a hole in my chest that I can't fill
Too many feelings in this bottle that I can't seal
Flash backs of us walking up the mile
Even tho times was hard we would still crack a smil
I was watching raw when you was bagging up the raw
The fiends need their fix so we gotta break the law
The landlord tripping the light bill due
Same ole stuff man ain't Nothing New
Shooting craps to spitting raps you had fundamentals
Even picking up a pen feels sentimental
It's been a yr since you passed and I still feel the same
It's not a day that goes by that I don't say yo name
Rip freak this odd and got me feeling sick
Got a nigga in a mood that I can't kick
Can't even hang with the boys this shit is unreal
You supposed to help a nigga count his first mill
Hit the family like a storm yeah boy we hurting
Never thought that you would leave us that's for certain
The family shed a sea of tears for you
You know all the homeys cracked a few beers for you
I know you in a better place but it feel so wrong
Grandma hurt her baby gone that lady so strong
Lately I been all alone trying to numb the pain
Wishing you call a nigga phone just to give sum game
Cause chasing dreams got me running in to nightmares
Man these streets bi polar like them white bears
So I keep my distance but they in arms reach
Just enough to learn something and enough to teach
From rock bottom always knew that we would ball
I'm sick that last call would end up our last call

Woke up with you on my mind this shit still painful
Got me looking at life from a different angle
When I'm up I feel down this shit got me dizzy
Use to want to live forever now I feel like biggie
Small minded I was blinded by the hurt
I still can't believe my nigga face on a shirt
What it's worth the time that we shared was essential
I was Young and wild you helped me see my potential
Showed me how to stay warm when the streets below
Every homie ain't a friends is what you need to know
How blood don't make you family I know it sound grim
And How these hoes get down when the lights dim
He said Keep yo mind right or Lil nigga get left
It has to be way more to life than just death
So I wept cried my eyes out now they sting
Then I slept I don't want to wake I want dream
Hooping on the Ave then young days we was scheming
Going to the league for the life we was feening
Even though these hard streets was our reality
We was never ones to focused on mortality
Two quarters in a fifth just to get a lift
Two years Sleep walking almost off a cliff
Death way too close to get comfy
Now you losing sleep so you walk around grumpy
I got a hole in my chest that I can't fill
Too many feelings in this bottle that I can't seal
Flash backs of us walking up the mile
Even tho times was hard we would still crack a smil
I was watching raw when you was bagging up the raw
The fiends need their fix so we gotta break the law
The landlord tripping the light bill due
Same ole stuff man ain't Nothing New
Shooting craps to spitting raps you had fundamentals
Even picking up a pen feels sentimental
It's been a yr since you passed and I still feel the same
It's not a day that goes by that I don't say yo name
Rip freak this odd and got me feeling sick
Got a nigga in a mood that I can't kick
Can't even hang with the boys this shit is unreal
You supposed to help a nigga count his first mill
Hit the family like a storm yeah boy we hurting
Never thought that you would leave us that's for certain
The family shed a sea of tears for you
You know all the homeys cracked a few beers for you
I know you in a better place but it feel so wrong
Grandma hurt her baby gone that lady so strong
Lately I been all alone trying to numb the pain
Wishing you call a nigga phone just to give sum game
Cause chasing dreams got me running in to nightmares
Man these streets bi polar like them white bears
So I keep my distance but they in arms reach
Just enough to learn something and enough to teach
From rock bottom always knew that we would ball
I'm sick that last call would end up our last call