Shiv - Who Am I Lyrics

Who am I?
What is this?
Tell me god is it real?
If it's not, what's the deal?
I've been thinking bout this shit
Is it money or the drugs?
Is it fame or the love?
I don't know, I don't know, tell me where the fuck to go

Tell me god, tell me god, where the fuck am I going?
I need some purpose in my bones, I'm gon turn into stone
This life is tripping me up, and now it's beating me down
I just been recking through the beats, it's a feat, no frown
I got a watch, do I need a chain?
I got some kicks, do I need a plane?
I got a girl, do I need some more?
I'm never happy with the shit I got
Got me thinking, now I know it's not
It's not about the outside, it's the inside killing me
I'm thinking about the times that I be feeling free
When I'm just with my fam, we don't talk about money
Cause everybody loves each other sunny
Funny, you don't give a damn do ya

Who am I?
What is this?
Tell me god is it real?
If it's not, what's the deal?
I've been thinking bout this shit
Is it money or the drugs?
Is it fame or the love?
I don't know, I don't know, tell me where the fuck to go

I'm a beast when the beat drop,
Everybody wanna beat me, full stop
When I walk in the room, I don't see love
I just see people that I'm sick of
Gotta change my life, wanna blow up
Gotta see you God, finna light up
I need your help to get back up
Gotta know what I fight so hard for
You gon take me up there, please be fair
Imma leave it to you, and I do swear
Lemme close my eyes, and prepare
I'm ready for your love, yeah I know now
Been tripping for life, but I take my vow
If it ain't about the money, then tell me now
Imma drop everything, just show me how