ShepDaddy, Alonda Rich - In My Eyes Lyrics

Take a walk with me, so you can see everything that I see
So you can understand me, you wanna know what it's like to be me

Growing up I kept asking my parents why those kids were so mean
They told me that they have different dreams, and they haven't seen the things you've Seen

I was only tryna be nice but I found that people come with a price
They think I owe them something because I've spoken to you twice

Its never about the conversation anymore
Nobody ever wants to have a conversation no more

Nobody has been calling my phone, nobody been visiting my home
Whenever I tried to reach out, they always left me alone

People with 20 friends or more, this you cannot ignore
Who's gonna be there when you fall, who's gonna be the one to take the call

I picked the friends who wanted me to lose, look at the ones that you choose
Are they gonna tell you the truth, are they gonna be there when your making moves

From my choices I don't know if I'm going down or up
Just because the lightning struck, doesn't mean I'm gonna give it up

Conversations with the devil have turned into the biddings for my life
Generations of the clouds of thought have been lost in my space of mind

What are you gonna sacrifice, I hear him say to me
There's such thing as an afterlife, my life is running across a knife

Did you know I nearly lost it all, jail was just round the corner
Fear for your life is scary, especially when you ain't guilty

I can barely sleep, even though my life is next to me
Due to what I've done to me, I don't know what's next for me

But I'll keep my head down writing verses about my life
So I can help a kid that's hating life through another night

I feel like god, I can feel the pain in every heart
Even when I felt like giving up, I looked at myself and I said I can't
Hard times, have come to show the better parts of me
I'd come to find a destiny, a voice for the lonely

If your listening to this song, I hope you've found an answer in it all
If you found it in my songs, just know I'm still tryna find a cause