Shandelle - vacant Lyrics

There's no turning back
Doors closed on me, did you think I'd relax?
Wondering where you at
Bring me in, tryna get me to relapse
But I won't fall for that shit
Been exposed yeah I know how it happens
If I fall, would you catch me?
Scratch that, I see how you're acting
Itching for a reaction
Won't let you have it, that's all that you're after
Like I don't even matter, yeah I'm sensing a pattern
Feeling all types of scattered
But I gotta get it together
I know that I'm better
Than whatever it is I'm faced with

But I'm not running away
I'm way too tired of the chases
Please don't get in my way
Is it that hard to make sense?
Given just what this place is
Knowing I've been complacent
Think this time I'll be vacant

You know all the ways to come get me
Forgetting I'm stuck in this cycle of giving in
Every time that I try and I push you away,
You come find me and pull me in
No I can't do this again
A fight I can't seem to win
If I do it won't last
Always find myself falling, drowning, sinking in the end
I know I gotta change
Can't let you have your way
But I always end up here, and things just stay the same
Wondering how I let you
Have such a hold on me
I'm ready to move on, I won't hold onto what this became

But I'm not running away (I'm not running away)
I'm way too tired of the chases
Please don't get in my way (Don't get in my way, yeah)
Is it that hard to make sense?
Given just what this place is
Knowing I've been complacent (Said I've been complacent)
Think this time I'll be vacant

Think this time I'll be vacant
Think this time I'll be vacant
Think this time I'll be vacant