Shanax Bars - Paradox Lyrics

Trigger finger ready for a shot
Brace for aftershock
Bigger picture, ready or not
Just an afterthought
City slicker deadly distraught
Not an astronaut
Bitter liquor steady don't stop
It's a paradox
I'm sorry but I can't help it
Lately I just feel helpless
Don't worry, I won't get jealous
I'm not known to be selfish
Why hurry, our love is endless
I showed up dressed in velvet
Line blurry and overzealous
I press against you pelvis
I'm certain this is a blessing
Want to bottle the essence
Cult conversion now in session
Why don't you drop the weapon
I'm burning for this confession
Hope you stop second guessing
Still yearning for you aggression
I guess I learned my lesson

All I really wanted was
Another way to soothe my sickness
Soon you will be hunter for it
Run away from truth you witnessed
So freely you flaunted it
A better day for youth addicted
Openly we bonded
But the wonder fades to smooth the stillness