Shaheed Avi - You Don't Want This Life Lyrics

My perception is tainted
Only feel perfection though verbal paintings
Maybe I'm just a born sinner
Don't know who I came with
How you thought it would go
Constantly anxious
Put all of my trust in these demons
When I called for the one that was needed
You simply did not show up
Now I'm lost inside all of this deep end
Maybe that's why my emotions are shallow
I selfishly fell to a low that was hallow
I'm stuck with these different personas
It's been slowly morphing my aura
Watch me hand out different shit to believe in
Tried to be sane but I can't find a reason
High in the clouds
This shit is polluting my mind yeah
You don't want this life yeah
Uh
Seems like I'm wasting my time yeah
Uh
Constantly switching my vibe yeah
Uh
On a new level I'm fine yeah
Uh
You don't want this life
Gotta move slick
Watching me now
Every mistake is getting called out
Feel like I'm out of place standing in crowds
Standing on stages finally found
I work hard every day
Just feel like my mother is proud
Understand your son's a legend
Just no one is hearing him out
Stand for the culture
Irrelevant to all of you vultures
Need a baddie with some brains
French braids and all different motives
Mind state will never change
You do it all for the clout
You can't stand in my way
I already made it, it's amazing to say it
You don't want this life yeah
Uh
Seems like I'm wasting my time yeah
Uh
Constantly switching my vibe yeah
Uh
On a new level I'm fine yeah
Uh
You don't want this life
Lately been feeling the vibe
Here for me but ain't willing to ride
Took the sacrifice that brought me back to life
Now I exercise the monster kept inside
The path to becoming king
Is more valuable than the crown itself
The soul is richer than a mound of wealth
Why the fuck you here, I did this by myself
Wait a minute, are you hearing me
Fearfully don't give a fuck and it's steering me
Gearing up to intellection
Got a purpose stay out my direction
Stand on everyone who ever doubted me
Neglected dreams, ever turn their back on me
Blessed be the people who are left to see what I mean yeah
You don't want this life yeah
Uh
Seems like I'm wasting my time yeah
Uh
Constantly switching my vibe yeah
Uh
On a new level I'm fine yeah
Uh
You don't want this life yeah
Seems like I'm wasting my time yeah
Constantly switching my vibe yeah
On a new level I'm fine yeah
You don't want this life
You don't want this life
You don't want this life
You don't want this life
You don't want this life

My perception is tainted
Only feel perfection though verbal paintings
Maybe I'm just a born sinner
Don't know who I came with
How you thought it would go
Constantly anxious
Put all of my trust in these demons
When I called for the one that was needed
You simply did not show up
Now I'm lost inside all of this deep end
Maybe that's why my emotions are shallow
I selfishly fell to a low that was hallow
I'm stuck with these different personas
It's been slowly morphing my aura
Watch me hand out different shit to believe in
Tried to be sane but I can't find a reason
High in the clouds
This shit is polluting my mind yeah
You don't want this life yeah
Uh
Seems like I'm wasting my time yeah
Uh
Constantly switching my vibe yeah
Uh
On a new level I'm fine yeah
Uh
You don't want this life
Gotta move slick
Watching me now
Every mistake is getting called out
Feel like I'm out of place standing in crowds
Standing on stages finally found
I work hard every day
Just feel like my mother is proud
Understand your son's a legend
Just no one is hearing him out
Stand for the culture
Irrelevant to all of you vultures
Need a baddie with some brains
French braids and all different motives
Mind state will never change
You do it all for the clout
You can't stand in my way
I already made it, it's amazing to say it
You don't want this life yeah
Uh
Seems like I'm wasting my time yeah
Uh
Constantly switching my vibe yeah
Uh
On a new level I'm fine yeah
Uh
You don't want this life
Lately been feeling the vibe
Here for me but ain't willing to ride
Took the sacrifice that brought me back to life
Now I exercise the monster kept inside
The path to becoming king
Is more valuable than the crown itself
The soul is richer than a mound of wealth
Why the fuck you here, I did this by myself
Wait a minute, are you hearing me
Fearfully don't give a fuck and it's steering me
Gearing up to intellection
Got a purpose stay out my direction
Stand on everyone who ever doubted me
Neglected dreams, ever turn their back on me
Blessed be the people who are left to see what I mean yeah
You don't want this life yeah
Uh
Seems like I'm wasting my time yeah
Uh
Constantly switching my vibe yeah
Uh
On a new level I'm fine yeah
Uh
You don't want this life yeah
Seems like I'm wasting my time yeah
Constantly switching my vibe yeah
On a new level I'm fine yeah
You don't want this life
You don't want this life
You don't want this life
You don't want this life
You don't want this life