ShadxwGxd, Sshvdow - Drift Apart Lyrics

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She said she don't know who I am, she lied
(She lied)
Hurt so bad I don't wanna be alive
(Be alive)
My life has been compromised, who am I, suicide, is on my mind
(My mind)
I don't seem to care
Everyday I'm drifting further away from everybody I love
(Everybody I love)
They all lie now, cause they don't know me the way they said they do
(Yeah they said they do)
I don't feel a thing (Feel a thing)
My life is lookin so grey (So grey)
My life is so dull, without you by myside
I'm so sorry baby (Baby)
Oh it's all my fault
Workin everyday
I don't know who I am any fuckin more
(Any fuckin more)
Yeah, My mind is going blank
I don't know what to think
I don't know how to feel everyday
(Everyday)
Is the same
(Is the same)
Yeah, I don't know how to feel everyday
(Everyday)
Yeah, take a bullet in my brain
I'd rather be dead, then be here with all of these feelings
(Feelings)
I drift apart from rest
With a blank gaze
I might be lost to the dark
Blood on my face
Wake up at night
It's a pest
I'm so restless
I'm still feeling nothing with her grabbing at my necklace
Still with bloodied eyes like I'm staring at the sunlight
Haven't felt emotions yet but everything is alright
Coughing up this smoke like I'm trying hard to get high
But its just this bullet that I ate and yet I'm still fine
I drift apart from rest
With a blank gaze
I might be lost to the dark
Blood on my face
Wake up at night
It's a pest
I'm so restless
I'm still feeling nothing with her grabbing at my necklace
Still with bloodied eyes like I'm staring at the sunlight
Haven't felt emotions yet but everything is alright
Coughing up this smoke like I'm trying hard to get high
But its just this bullet that I ate and yet I'm still fine
I drift apart from rest
With a blank gaze
I might be lost to the dark
Blood on my face
Wake up at night
It's a pest
I'm so restless
I'm still feeling nothing with her grabbing at my necklace
Still with bloodied eyes like I'm staring at the sunlight
Haven't felt emotions yet but everything is alright
Coughing up this smoke like I'm trying hard to get high
But its just this bullet that I ate and yet I'm still fine
I can't feel a thing no more
It's all your fault
Now I'm lookin at the rain pour
Down on my face
I don't wanna be here
Cause it's all my fault
(Fault)
Yeah, it's all my fault that I feel this way
(Way)
Every fuckin day's the same for me
(Me)
I don't know how to feel no more
(More)
Take a bullet right in my fuckin
Skull
(Right in my fuckin skull)

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She said she don't know who I am, she lied
(She lied)
Hurt so bad I don't wanna be alive
(Be alive)
My life has been compromised, who am I, suicide, is on my mind
(My mind)
I don't seem to care
Everyday I'm drifting further away from everybody I love
(Everybody I love)
They all lie now, cause they don't know me the way they said they do
(Yeah they said they do)
I don't feel a thing (Feel a thing)
My life is lookin so grey (So grey)
My life is so dull, without you by myside
I'm so sorry baby (Baby)
Oh it's all my fault
Workin everyday
I don't know who I am any fuckin more
(Any fuckin more)
Yeah, My mind is going blank
I don't know what to think
I don't know how to feel everyday
(Everyday)
Is the same
(Is the same)
Yeah, I don't know how to feel everyday
(Everyday)
Yeah, take a bullet in my brain
I'd rather be dead, then be here with all of these feelings
(Feelings)
I drift apart from rest
With a blank gaze
I might be lost to the dark
Blood on my face
Wake up at night
It's a pest
I'm so restless
I'm still feeling nothing with her grabbing at my necklace
Still with bloodied eyes like I'm staring at the sunlight
Haven't felt emotions yet but everything is alright
Coughing up this smoke like I'm trying hard to get high
But its just this bullet that I ate and yet I'm still fine
I drift apart from rest
With a blank gaze
I might be lost to the dark
Blood on my face
Wake up at night
It's a pest
I'm so restless
I'm still feeling nothing with her grabbing at my necklace
Still with bloodied eyes like I'm staring at the sunlight
Haven't felt emotions yet but everything is alright
Coughing up this smoke like I'm trying hard to get high
But its just this bullet that I ate and yet I'm still fine
I drift apart from rest
With a blank gaze
I might be lost to the dark
Blood on my face
Wake up at night
It's a pest
I'm so restless
I'm still feeling nothing with her grabbing at my necklace
Still with bloodied eyes like I'm staring at the sunlight
Haven't felt emotions yet but everything is alright
Coughing up this smoke like I'm trying hard to get high
But its just this bullet that I ate and yet I'm still fine
I can't feel a thing no more
It's all your fault
Now I'm lookin at the rain pour
Down on my face
I don't wanna be here
Cause it's all my fault
(Fault)
Yeah, it's all my fault that I feel this way
(Way)
Every fuckin day's the same for me
(Me)
I don't know how to feel no more
(More)
Take a bullet right in my fuckin
Skull
(Right in my fuckin skull)