ShadxwGxd, EDDISON - love or lust Lyrics

(I been on my own)
(I been on my own for so long)
(I don't wanna live)
(I don't wanna see tomorrow)
Was it ever really love?
Or was it all just lust?
I can't feel a thing
Numbed to all this pain
Since you left me
Never been the same
Since you left
I'll never know what love is again
I can't feel a thing
Tell me was it ever really love
Or was it all lust
I can't feel a thing
Since you left
I can't feel a thing anymore
Was it my fault?
I been on my own
I been on my own for so long
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna see tomorrow
If you're not here
I don't care
I don't wanna waste my time anymore
I can take my heart elsewhere
I swear
I'll get outa your hair
You're so perfect
But I can't have you here
Tryna get out of hell
Tryna get out of hell
Tryna save myself
Tryna save myself
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel

(I been on my own)
(I been on my own for so long)
(I don't wanna live)
(I don't wanna see tomorrow)
Was it ever really love?
Or was it all just lust?
I can't feel a thing
Numbed to all this pain
Since you left me
Never been the same
Since you left
I'll never know what love is again
I can't feel a thing
Tell me was it ever really love
Or was it all lust
I can't feel a thing
Since you left
I can't feel a thing anymore
Was it my fault?
I been on my own
I been on my own for so long
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna see tomorrow
If you're not here
I don't care
I don't wanna waste my time anymore
I can take my heart elsewhere
I swear
I'll get outa your hair
You're so perfect
But I can't have you here
Tryna get out of hell
Tryna get out of hell
Tryna save myself
Tryna save myself
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel