Seekae - blessing and a curse Lyrics

One day I'm gon be gone
No more Seekae no more songs
And I don't even know if y'all really know me
Have you ever been in a crowd and felt lonely
And please don't cry I don't want your empathy
And I wonder if I'll die with someone next to me
Woe

But oh this a blessing and a curse and
Lord help me come and take this burden
Woe I wonder am I even worth it
I won't never let this search up but God
Will you answer my prayers
Lonely nights on my knees do you even care
Care

Infinite define you I don't understand
Your ways are not my ways your plans are not my plans
I know your coming back till that day Ima stand
The Devil says I can't
The living God says can
And when I fall to lust I feel I'm less a man
And when I fail to trust feel like I should be banned
But you love me anyway you cannot be outran
You got the whole world in your palm and I am in your hand

But oh this a blessing and a curse and
Lord help me come and take this burden
Woe I wonder am I even worth it
I won't never let this search up but God
Will you answer my prayers
Lonely nights on my knees do you even care
Care
But oh this a blessing and a curse and
Lord help me come and take this burden
Woe I wonder am I even worth it
I won't never let this search up but God
Will you answer my prayers
Lonely nights on my knees do you even care
Care

I have faith so I will praise you
I have faith so I will praise you

But oh
This a blessing and a curse and
Lord help me come and take this burden
Woe I wonder am I even worth it
I won't never let this search up but God
Will you answer my prayers
Lonely nights on my knees do you even care