Sebadoh - It's So Hard to Fall in Love Lyrics

It's so hard to fall in love
Knowin' all I know
Seeing all the things I see
Maybe I should crawl away for awhile
Maybe I shouldn't have smiled so much
Who's the one with the killing secret?
The stupid little boy with the killing crush
Count the times that you looked away
Thinking over and over
Every word we had to say
Now I know what I wanted
Another chance to reach too high
Nothing will last forever and ever
I'm just next in a long, long line
The closest thing to me I've ever seen