Sean Elliot, Allison Soul - Loner Lyrics

I've been feeling something
I don't feel alright
I've been feeling something
I've been all alone
I've been on my own
Though I'm surrounded
All my life I've been a loner
It's left me bitter
I'll get the sweetness of satisfaction when I get better
I gotta get more organized just like a filing cabinet
Got damn it
I've got some bad habits
Good thing I'm in control of me to some extent
I need a place to call home and reflect that's why I pay the rent
Sometimes this world is too much for me
Outside don't see me frequently
I've been social distancing but they still feel my frequency
I crave closeness
Actions resemble what a ghost is
In another lifetime be a terrible hostess
Cuz I'd be absent like high school seniors
Had to drop some dead weight now I'm leaner
Movements more freer enthusiasm like a cheerleader
Woah woah
I've been feeling something
I don't feel alright
I've been tryna take it slow
Hold fast to my soul
My father played soccer
And his son has goals
I've been really in the zone
I've been really there alone
I be barely reaching out
I'm surprised I got a phone
I've been searching for community
I find people lack in unity
We gotta snatch up the youth
Instead of leaving it to truancy
This shit is bigger than me
This shit bigger than you
Before a brother leaves earth
I wanna see wishes come true
Even though I'm fighting demons I'm still a calm spirit
Heart has that type of warmth when it's cold you come near it
Don't fear it nothing to fear here
Your heart's a gps let love steer it
I've been tryna take my own advice but still succumb to my own vice
Live your life like this is it cuz you can't live it twice
It's all a game ain't it the bigger picture's what you paint it
I don't care to frame it
Throughout this life shit changes everything rearranges
It's out of our control
Can't tell it when to extend or retract Goku's power pole
All I know is all I know till I learn something new
So I'ma keep climbing these heights to have a better view
Of what it really is and what it really isn't
I've been closing in had to lessen the distance
To gain clarity and give the sight to children
It'd be childish to keep the knowledge when they'll soon be leading
They look to us for guidance
Pray my foresight goes the farthest
And this life ain't easy so for them I'll go the hardest
I've been feeling something
I don't feel alright

I've been feeling something
I don't feel alright
I've been feeling something
I've been all alone
I've been on my own
Though I'm surrounded
All my life I've been a loner
It's left me bitter
I'll get the sweetness of satisfaction when I get better
I gotta get more organized just like a filing cabinet
Got damn it
I've got some bad habits
Good thing I'm in control of me to some extent
I need a place to call home and reflect that's why I pay the rent
Sometimes this world is too much for me
Outside don't see me frequently
I've been social distancing but they still feel my frequency
I crave closeness
Actions resemble what a ghost is
In another lifetime be a terrible hostess
Cuz I'd be absent like high school seniors
Had to drop some dead weight now I'm leaner
Movements more freer enthusiasm like a cheerleader
Woah woah
I've been feeling something
I don't feel alright
I've been tryna take it slow
Hold fast to my soul
My father played soccer
And his son has goals
I've been really in the zone
I've been really there alone
I be barely reaching out
I'm surprised I got a phone
I've been searching for community
I find people lack in unity
We gotta snatch up the youth
Instead of leaving it to truancy
This shit is bigger than me
This shit bigger than you
Before a brother leaves earth
I wanna see wishes come true
Even though I'm fighting demons I'm still a calm spirit
Heart has that type of warmth when it's cold you come near it
Don't fear it nothing to fear here
Your heart's a gps let love steer it
I've been tryna take my own advice but still succumb to my own vice
Live your life like this is it cuz you can't live it twice
It's all a game ain't it the bigger picture's what you paint it
I don't care to frame it
Throughout this life shit changes everything rearranges
It's out of our control
Can't tell it when to extend or retract Goku's power pole
All I know is all I know till I learn something new
So I'ma keep climbing these heights to have a better view
Of what it really is and what it really isn't
I've been closing in had to lessen the distance
To gain clarity and give the sight to children
It'd be childish to keep the knowledge when they'll soon be leading
They look to us for guidance
Pray my foresight goes the farthest
And this life ain't easy so for them I'll go the hardest
I've been feeling something
I don't feel alright