Scøøb, JoshuaSageArt, fridvy - jaded Lyrics

Why don't you try to understand
I used try
Why dont you try to understand
I said I did
Why not
What's wrong with running away from reality
If it sucks
Feeling like a lost cause
I fucking hate it
Everything is grey now
I'm feeling jaded
Sitting in the background
My days are wasted
I can't breathe
Feeling all too numb now
Not even hatred
For everyone around me
I guess I'm faded
Sinking down too low now
Unmotivated
I can't breathe
Tonight
Hiding away
Who would've guessed it
Falling apart
Is right on the checklist
Say that I'm lost
But then you'd expect it
But I'm not
Yeah
And I'm trying really hard
Really hard do better
Saying that I'm fine
That I'm fine whatever
Knowing that you're not
That you're not forever
Gets me down in the dumps
Feeling like a lost cause
I fucking hate it
Everything is grey now
I'm feeling jaded
Sitting in the background
My days are wasted
I can't breathe
Feeling all too numb now
Not even hatred
For everyone around me
I guess I'm faded
Sinking down too low now
Unmotivated
I can't breathe
Tonight
Feeling like a lost cause
I think you'll make it
I need some closure
Some motivation
Sometimes I'm anxious
I change the station
I think about why things
Don't always stay the same
Yeah you, yes you
Are confused
You know what
You can do
It gets dark
Just a tomb
Let it out
Let your light through
Feeling like a lost cause
I fucking hate it
Everything is grey now
I'm feeling jaded
Sitting in the background
My days are wasted
I can't breathe
Feeling all too numb now
Not even hatred
For everyone around me
I guess I'm faded
Sinking down too low now
Unmotivated
I can't breathe
Tonight
Yeah it's fine
Yeah I guess it's whatever
Off a bean
In my goth money sweatshirt
Live a dream
All these drugs make my head hurt
You can't sit with us
We the mean girls we the heathers
European denim
Love me for my touch
Posted up with weirdos
Bitch I need a benzo
They tryna fuck wit me
Now I'm in my ksubi jeans
The last five years
Been a fever dream

Why don't you try to understand
I used try
Why dont you try to understand
I said I did
Why not
What's wrong with running away from reality
If it sucks
Feeling like a lost cause
I fucking hate it
Everything is grey now
I'm feeling jaded
Sitting in the background
My days are wasted
I can't breathe
Feeling all too numb now
Not even hatred
For everyone around me
I guess I'm faded
Sinking down too low now
Unmotivated
I can't breathe
Tonight
Hiding away
Who would've guessed it
Falling apart
Is right on the checklist
Say that I'm lost
But then you'd expect it
But I'm not
Yeah
And I'm trying really hard
Really hard do better
Saying that I'm fine
That I'm fine whatever
Knowing that you're not
That you're not forever
Gets me down in the dumps
Feeling like a lost cause
I fucking hate it
Everything is grey now
I'm feeling jaded
Sitting in the background
My days are wasted
I can't breathe
Feeling all too numb now
Not even hatred
For everyone around me
I guess I'm faded
Sinking down too low now
Unmotivated
I can't breathe
Tonight
Feeling like a lost cause
I think you'll make it
I need some closure
Some motivation
Sometimes I'm anxious
I change the station
I think about why things
Don't always stay the same
Yeah you, yes you
Are confused
You know what
You can do
It gets dark
Just a tomb
Let it out
Let your light through
Feeling like a lost cause
I fucking hate it
Everything is grey now
I'm feeling jaded
Sitting in the background
My days are wasted
I can't breathe
Feeling all too numb now
Not even hatred
For everyone around me
I guess I'm faded
Sinking down too low now
Unmotivated
I can't breathe
Tonight
Yeah it's fine
Yeah I guess it's whatever
Off a bean
In my goth money sweatshirt
Live a dream
All these drugs make my head hurt
You can't sit with us
We the mean girls we the heathers
European denim
Love me for my touch
Posted up with weirdos
Bitch I need a benzo
They tryna fuck wit me
Now I'm in my ksubi jeans
The last five years
Been a fever dream