Scøøb - fountain of youth Lyrics

Even if I was with you
I could never forget
I feel you here with me
While I fall endlessly
I know that your the key
To my heart
Across the endless sea
With you I feel so free
I cannot guarantee
Forever
Why am I not happy
I got what I wanted
Why am I not happy
I wish I responded
To your calls and your texts
Instead I feel haunted
By the ghost of the past
And the fear of the future
Cause it haunts me forever and after
And I'm scared of what comes after
My 18th birthday
My brain is so scattered
I spread myself so thin
Till I'm mad as the hatter
Lost in a nightmare
But living a dream
But just be careful
As nothing as it seems
And I miss what I had
When I was kid
Living each day
With such a big grin on my face
I hope that your proud of me
As I sit so anxiously
Waiting for you call
Cause I cannot take it
Wanting your affection
Cause I might not make it
Want to be happy
Might just fake it
Only go up
But I cannot shake it
And oh
These days
I feel so dead inside
Oh so dead inside
I feel so
I feel you here with me
While I fall endlessly
I know that your the key
To my heart
Across the endless sea
With you I feel so free
I cannot guarantee
Forever
Stay with me
Until the end please
Not until the end
Always
Always then

Even if I was with you
I could never forget
I feel you here with me
While I fall endlessly
I know that your the key
To my heart
Across the endless sea
With you I feel so free
I cannot guarantee
Forever
Why am I not happy
I got what I wanted
Why am I not happy
I wish I responded
To your calls and your texts
Instead I feel haunted
By the ghost of the past
And the fear of the future
Cause it haunts me forever and after
And I'm scared of what comes after
My 18th birthday
My brain is so scattered
I spread myself so thin
Till I'm mad as the hatter
Lost in a nightmare
But living a dream
But just be careful
As nothing as it seems
And I miss what I had
When I was kid
Living each day
With such a big grin on my face
I hope that your proud of me
As I sit so anxiously
Waiting for you call
Cause I cannot take it
Wanting your affection
Cause I might not make it
Want to be happy
Might just fake it
Only go up
But I cannot shake it
And oh
These days
I feel so dead inside
Oh so dead inside
I feel so
I feel you here with me
While I fall endlessly
I know that your the key
To my heart
Across the endless sea
With you I feel so free
I cannot guarantee
Forever
Stay with me
Until the end please
Not until the end
Always
Always then