Samiam - Clean Lyrics

I'd like to hide away somewhere without light
Somewhere dark and warm no given chance to lose
Without a care in my head I could sleep right through
I gave it all away today those empty stares won't be from me
There's not much to look forward to just as long as I can't remember
Took a shower today couldn't feel the water hit my face
Pinched the skin on my arm and I couldn't feel pain
I guess my wish came true so now may I not lose