Saint T - Millions Lyrics

I'm in the millions
I'm not the guy to pick the fight
But if you try, I been through fire and may re-ignite
I was the man of my own house before the age of nine
The fuck you think that does? The boy is running out of time
And now I'm working with my family all day and night
The same people that only wanna see me when I'm doing right
But I been crafting, I been writing 'bout a different life
Tell the boy it's fine, it'll be alright
People always ask me why I'm private but they never know
I've had my trust broken more than anyone they've ever known
Now I'm the man of the family, not just the fucking home
There's no one left that wants to see me or pick up the phone
But I won't let it break me, imma brave it, continue to grow
And be there for the few people that helped me when I needed most
Keep on testing me, it's what I use for fuel to go
My worlds ripped apart but I can still attempt to sow
You done saw me in the gutter, I done made it out and made me proud
Doesn't really matter 'bout approval from anyone else
We was steady grindin' and our pockets were heavy in wealth
Drippin' in the money doesn't help when you're witnessing hell
Realised this shit ain't for me, and so I asked for an out
Eye wouldn't give it to me, now you see me losing pounds
Wonder if he knows he's a cunt but I seriously doubt
Or does he really think he'll get away when the demons around
But punch me in the face and keep on hittin' till I'm fallin' down
And tell all of your buddies to keep stomping me into the ground
Keep cycle repeatin' every day and look at what you've found
I cannot die, if I do, I leave behind my sound
We be waiting for that green light
Doesn't seem right
I don't wanna be the guy that's asking what the dream's like
Every day I feel unsatisfied
Livin' average life
Yeah, cuz when I got a taste of it, it made me feel alive
But you gotta know your sacrifice
Comes with a price
You may think you hate the dark but when you step into the light
You better find a way to keep the real ones by your side
Cuz it ain't what it seems like, what it seems like
2023's a fucking illusion
No it ain't what it seems like, what it seems like

I'm in the millions
I'm not the guy to pick the fight
But if you try, I been through fire and may re-ignite
I was the man of my own house before the age of nine
The fuck you think that does? The boy is running out of time
And now I'm working with my family all day and night
The same people that only wanna see me when I'm doing right
But I been crafting, I been writing 'bout a different life
Tell the boy it's fine, it'll be alright
People always ask me why I'm private but they never know
I've had my trust broken more than anyone they've ever known
Now I'm the man of the family, not just the fucking home
There's no one left that wants to see me or pick up the phone
But I won't let it break me, imma brave it, continue to grow
And be there for the few people that helped me when I needed most
Keep on testing me, it's what I use for fuel to go
My worlds ripped apart but I can still attempt to sow
You done saw me in the gutter, I done made it out and made me proud
Doesn't really matter 'bout approval from anyone else
We was steady grindin' and our pockets were heavy in wealth
Drippin' in the money doesn't help when you're witnessing hell
Realised this shit ain't for me, and so I asked for an out
Eye wouldn't give it to me, now you see me losing pounds
Wonder if he knows he's a cunt but I seriously doubt
Or does he really think he'll get away when the demons around
But punch me in the face and keep on hittin' till I'm fallin' down
And tell all of your buddies to keep stomping me into the ground
Keep cycle repeatin' every day and look at what you've found
I cannot die, if I do, I leave behind my sound
We be waiting for that green light
Doesn't seem right
I don't wanna be the guy that's asking what the dream's like
Every day I feel unsatisfied
Livin' average life
Yeah, cuz when I got a taste of it, it made me feel alive
But you gotta know your sacrifice
Comes with a price
You may think you hate the dark but when you step into the light
You better find a way to keep the real ones by your side
Cuz it ain't what it seems like, what it seems like
2023's a fucking illusion
No it ain't what it seems like, what it seems like